When Dan finally meets Phil, and it is the start of something new. ***Text messages before meet up*** ***completed*** ***old*** ***new up 12/25/16***

|| Philophobia. Its name comes from two Greek roots, "philo" meaning love and "phobia" meaning fear of. The fear of love. || "I think i was 9 or 10. And i would watch from the stairs and-and the concept of getting close to anyone...it petrifies me." "Why?" "Because I never want to be vulnerable." His voice became colder. "I never want to be taken advantage of." "Who says everyone will?" The man retaliated. "I like my own tent. I don't want people to come inside and mess everything up." "But what if someone climbed into your tent and cleaned it up for you?" He asked again." xx

(This story is officially over a year old, thank you all for your support!!) This is a Phanfic of what it would be like if Dan was actually born a girl but wanted to be a boy, and now that he is, he has to tell Phil.. This story will not contain romantic relations between Dan and Phil, sorry to disappoint you. A/N: it warms my heart knowing that I've touched the lgbt community with this little fic. I was inspired by my bisexuality to try thinking outside of the box and putting myself in the shoes of a transgender person and I think I've done a well job.

In which a boy with pastel pink flower crowns and a boy with a dark attitude become friends to prove everyone wrong *pastel!artist!phil *punk!musician!dan

just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

This is a phan smut...doubt anyone's going to read this but...yeah...PHAN SMUT!! If you don't know what that is then seriously RUN-RUN AND NEVER COME BACK!! And if you don't ship phan then seriously just go!...every 20 views and it gets a new update! Love you all!

Okay so, this is my first time writing fan fic but I have read a lot of them. This will indefinetly be dirty so smut warning and it will probably get depressing at some point bc ur all satanic. JK but also, Language warning c;

Dan and Phil have the sexy times :). For older readers only please. If you dont like smut then dont read it. Dan Howell (Danisnotonfire) Phil Lester (AmazingPhil)