It's dark and dreary death tells me don't worry. but this disconsolate feeling that overcome my mind I'm trying to fighting demons all the time lord life seem like the ultimate crime. why am I alive if I have to die, He always tells me never give up and always try. but the pain that falls from my eyes got me looking up towards the sky who to trust if the devil comes in many disguise. who this guy but whoever said it was a guy when all storms just don't fall from the sky. so I walk and live this journey all alone. just to find peace where there is no home nowhere to eat nowhere to be and nobody to see. its like i live life to have nothing because I would die with nothing so how can I be happy when in the end you lose everything. Lord I'm calling out with everything my ears are open till heaven sings but damn look at what the devil brings. the beauty of all dreams the beauty of having all things the beauty of living things even got me living out of my means. but I'm loving all these nice things just like LeBron James chasing ten rings. oh how sweet what the devil sing the voices of a thousand Angels I'm living life in a thousand angles who said life is for angels......so forgive me lord if you reading this it might be too late...!!!!!BANG!!!!!! A LIFE OF AN ANGEL IS NO MORE....