Thomas. That's what he is to everyone else. But to Newt, he is Tommy, and something so much more than just Thomas. Having a crush sucks. It sucks even more if it's your friend, who is a guy, when you are also a guy, who is probably straight. Yeah. Welcome to the world of Newton Isaacson.

Newt is a suicidal teen who feels he is worthless. Thomas as has had feelings for the boy for a short while but doesn't know much about him. Will he still feel the same when he finds out what's under that fake smile?

The third hardest thing sixteen year old Newt had ever done was leaving everything he knew to go to America. The second hardest thing he'd ever done was jumping off the wall of his school. The hardest thing he'd ever done was falling in love with a boy called Thomas. (Everything belongs to James Dashner)