[sequel to egotistical] [on hold] 𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐚𝐝𝐞 ➙ 𝘢 𝘯𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 *** "When you've had your heart broken by your own stupid mistakes, lyrics tend to flow out of you like a river breaking the dam. You write about the nostalgia, you write about the love you felt so intensely that your heart pounded out of your chest, and you write about the life changing heartache. The pain. Part of you wonders if you deserve it, if you deserve the ache in your chest that just doesn't let up. I still haven't gotten my answer for that. I messed up horribly, but does that really mean I have to suffer day in and day out? Who knows, maybe I do deserve it. A heartbreaker deserves heartbreak, right?" *** ©️Copyright 2019. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the prior permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact CloudLustLuke on Wattpad.com

"According to Greek Mythology, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate beings, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves." "How do you know this stuff?" Shawn questioned while he stared at me in awe. "I don't know...from books and my dad's things, I guess." I replied tearing my gaze away from his face. "So you're a nerd then?" Shawn teased with a slight smirk. "Wow Mendes, you sure know how to flatter a girl." cover by @JustAYoungLover

𝙎𝙃𝘼𝙒𝙉 𝙈𝙀𝙉𝘿𝙀𝙎 ; ❝ecstasy. that's the only word i can use to describe the way i feel when i hear her voice. when she sings, i lose control of my mind.❞ in which shawn mendes falls in love with a woman's voice, and then falls in love with her. started; 20/07/19 completed; n/a © Copyright 2019. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the prior permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact BOUJEEMENDES on Wattpad.com (shawn x female oc) (real life ++maybe some social media at times)

"Cut the shit babe, your parents hired me as your personal body guard so fuck up with the attitude..." ~ When the presidents daughter gets accepted to college on the other side of the country, the last thing she wants is a personal body guard following her around everywhere.

what happens after a one night stand in toronto between two strangers? #2 in shawnmendes !!!!!

"And if I have to I'll wait forever, say the word and I'll change my plans..." ••• Third Book to I Don't Even Know Your Name As we grow old and think we have everything figured out life throws us a curve ball. Something we were never prepared for and causes us to either grow or fall. For Avelyn and Shawn, soon they'll know which category they belong in. Copyright || ILLUMlNATE Started 1.16.18 || Ended 10.17.18

"There's no safety net that's underneath, I'm free fallin' all in you..." ••• Fate has a funny way of working, though this time it struck at the wrong time. Two people who were very much in love bump into each other. The only problem was, they weren't in love with one another but with other people. Or so they thought. Started 11.17.17 || Ended 10.20.18 Copyright 2017 | ILLUMlNATE

The passionate story of Tessa and Hardin continues as family secrets, deep betrayals, and career opportunities threaten to tear them apart.

Being an exchange student should be fun, right?

"I hate you.." He spit, looking me dead in the eye. "The feelings quiet mutual Mendes." I went turn away, not wanting anything more to do with this boy. "But." He grabbed my arm, spinning me back around fiercely. His cigarette filled breath hitting my lips. "I can't help but be insanely attracted to you." And I couldn't help but want to tell him. 'The feelings still mutual, Mendes'