"Not our fault lukes fat!" Ashton yells with a giggle, Michael and Calum laugh at the drummers choice of a joke, all of them glancing back to the laptop. What everyone misses though is the way Luke frowns slightly, and presses a hand over his tummy, he rubs an arm up and down his side for the rest of the twitcam, 'lukes fat..lukes fat...lukes fat' He chants over and over in his head. 'I'll be perfect, i won't stop until i am perfect.'

"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.

Luke was desperately in love with Ashton and he knew it. He knew Ashton was straight but that thought didn't seem to get to the part of his brain where jealousy lied. So when Ashton brings a girl home Luke's devastated. Luke can't take the sight of them and storms out of the house. As he's on his walk to try to calm himself down the streetlight changes to green as he's walking across it. He tried to run and get out of the way, he really did. But it just wasn't enough to keep clear of the passing cars. The blond boy gets hit by a car and severely hurt. So there he was in the hospital forever traumatized and heartbroken when his therapist recommends keeping a letter journal: Here's Luke's journal to Ashton. [lashton;completed: #15 lashton; #105]

One Direction and 5 Seconds Of Summer. You might have heard of them. They are two of the world's most famous boybands. They are touring all over the world and having the best times of the lives. But what happens when they witness a group of people dump a body on the street? The thing they don't know is that those people are mad scientists and they haven been doing tests on people for decades. Almost every test has failed but when they test the boys, miracles happen. What will happen when they are with these mad scientists? And more importantly, will they ever escape? You'll have to read to find out.. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sorry if this description sucked. I can't say to much because then it will give away the whole story! But please read! The book is better than the description! Cover was made by me: @haley21097_1D