Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with kickthestickz This story carries some warnings, however they're p much all spoilers except non-graphic violence and injury on one occasion, and non-described minor character death. No major character death and no self harm. Please message me if you think you'll need to know the TWs! To avoid spoilers, you can give me a list of things you don't want to read for whatever reason and I'll let you know if they're in the fic or not :)

Phil Lester, a big fan of the popular youtuber, danisnotonfire, Dan Howell. His bestfriend, Chris Kendall has the hots for the creative mind, kickthepj and Dan's friend, Pj Liguori but what happends when one day, both youtubers went to the bestfriends place?

Dan Howell and Phil Lester have been friends for quite some time. They live together in London, and know almost everything about each other. Except Phil doesn't know how Dan feels about him.

Dan and Phil are best friends since forever. They are both happy in the friendship and ongoing daily adventures. One of them though, has feelings towards the other but is afraid to loose the beautiful friendship they are having. Will it ever be the same for both of them?

Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D