Unbeta'ed as per usual. The final half is not completely nit-picked but will be. Things to Note: a. This contains medical inaccuracies. They're inevitable and this is fanFICTION for a reason. I tried to stay true to science and real-world experience as best as I could. My mistakes are my own and I apologize for them. b. This work mentions 2013/2012 phan a lot, it also mentions Adrian and several other sensitive topics to the phandom. I'm not trying to be rude, and all these things are discussed indirectly. c. I wrote this with the utmost respect towards ALS patients and their families, and I really hope that this...if nothing else displays why we need to be actively searching for a cure for those who don't know much about ALS. d. finally, I don't own Dan and Phil (it would be creepy if I did) and I don't claim that any of this is real. TW (and warnings in general): Cursing, Angst like WHOAH, implied sexual content, terminal illness, referenced/implied thoughts of assisted suicide. Awkward warnings: Excessive Ed Sheeran references. With all that in mind. Enjoy!

Dan Howell is a famous youtuber and has a BBC Radio 1 show with his best friend Phil Lester, fellow youtuber. Vidcon 2015. They meet Cat, and Phil just may have developed feelings for her. Dan doesn't know what to think of it. February 2022. Phil and Cat's wedding. Dan reminisces over his past memories with Phil, and regrets not loving him back. The problem is: he is too late. A fanfiction inspired by a Phan video on YouTube called Let your lover go, by Sumirai.

[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4