It was an accident, but Phil blames himself. Dan's gone, but Phil still feels him there. What did it matter if Dan was dead? Nothing.... Nothing mattered anymore.... (Warnings: MC death, depression, attempted self-harm, alcohol and drinking, very angsty, I cried while rereading this so you may cry too) I have no idea what possessed me to write this. I am so sorry.

Dan Howell and Phil Lester both have heterochromia. The only way for it to go away is for them to both meet their soulmates. Little do they know, they are each other's. This is in a poem-type form. Based on wolfpainters johndave art

AU: Everyone is born seeing black and white. You start to see colors when you first kiss your soulmate. Dan and Phil get completely wasted at a club and wake up seeing colors. Neither of them remembers what happens. update from the author, 2 years later: this shit is cringy and rushed as fuck i'm just warning you guys now i started writing this when i was 14 please pardon 14 year old me because i'm sure she's sorry for the things she has done

First book in the I Have Always Noticed You series Dan tries to keep to the shadows and away from everyone else. But Phil sees him and doesn't want him to be alone. What will happen when their two worlds collide, will it be beautiful? Or will it crash and burn? -Trigger warning-

Blue is the prettiest color, isn't it? (an: this book is utter shit but for some reason people like it so it would be wrong to delete it )

Sequel to I Have Always Noticed You. Dan and Phil have had no contact for the past few years and it's been fine. But one day they meet and there peaceful loneliness is wrecked. -Trigger warning-