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Cutting- A Phil Lester Imagine by philliondanosaur1d
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Phillip Michael Lester. Dork, Idiot, but we all love him dearly. Little do his Phillions, and his girlfriend, know, he cuts. He is depressed. Phil's depression will cause problems for him and his girlfriend, You. Daniel James Howell.Sarcastic, Smart Ass, but he is not what he seems. Dan has been your best friend for years, but is he all he's cracked up to be? The lengths he will go to to get you will amaze you. Follow Dan and Phil in 'Cutting' and learn what it is like inside Dan's evil, twisted mind and Phil's lonely, dark one. You will encounter problems on the way and meet new people, good and bad. But in the end, will it all be worth it? Find out in Cutting- A Phil Lester Imagine -Completed-
Procrastinators on Camera (Dan Howell/danisnotonfire fanfic 2) *unedited* by EmmaChameleon
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(Book 2 of the Procrastinators Series, set in January 2014) It's New Year's Eve, 2013, and Mia Roberts has returned to London to celebrate New Year's with her fellow British YouTubers at their annual New Year's party. This party, informally known as the highlight of many a YouTuber's calendar, offers up many faces that Mia has only seen in videos before, and is something she can only fangirl through at the side of her three month long boyfriend Dan Howell and their friends. She has never felt more at home amongst them all, and yet is more homesick than she's ever experienced before. Unfortunately, Mia soon finds that life as a British YouTube heart-throb's girlfriend is far from easy and hardly resemblant of the flawless romances she's read so much about. Jealous friends from the past, bloodthirsty fangirls, and even the couple themselves are all nemeses for the ship. How can their long-distance relationship last with so many plotting rivals are in the area, leaving Mia's trust torn because of it? (NB: I do not own any songs, quotes, shops, fandoms, brands or any of the YouTubers' rights mentioned in my story) ALL RIGHTS OTHERWISE RESERVED, Copyright © EmmaChameleon Fluffy fic. Contains swearing, some dark thoughts, and talk of depression. Previously called 'Procrastinators Reunite:The Return to London'
You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan) by ughitssophie
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Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)
Save Me From Myself (Dan Howell fanfiction) by de-ad-inside
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Anna is best friends with Dan Howell and Phil Lester. After a horrific night at Anna's and her ex-boyfriends shared flat, Anna ends up moving in with Dan and Phil. It seems like sunshine and happiness from here right? Wrong. Anna is a terribly broken girl. She has severe depression and very bad anxiety. She also self-harms way too often. from horrible bumps in the road to being undoubtedly in love, Anna's life is... Eventful.
A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic) by WhoWantsT0know
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TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?
Love Hate (Dan Howell) by Directionerfic
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Skye was Phil's childhood best friend, they hadn't seen each other in years and now Phil has an extremely popular youtube channel. When Skye goes to live with Phil and his room mate Dan everything goes wrong. Skye and Dan hate each other and are battling to be Phil's main friend. Dan thinks Skye needs to lighten up and let herself go. But Skye thinks Dan is immature and irresponsible. What will happen when they are forced to live together? But opposites attract right? (FINISHED)
Refound Love (YTSTMB sequel) by ughitssophie
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Part 2 of the infamous series. You asked for it, so you got it - this is the sequel to You're The Straw To My Berry! If you haven't read YTSTMB, it would make sense to read that first but it's not 100% necessary.
Procrastinators on the Internet (Dan Howell/danisnotonfire fanfic 1)*unedited* by EmmaChameleon
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(Book 1 of the Procrastinators Series, set in September 2013) Mia Roberts has been on YouTube for years, and over the past two years in particular, she's been vlogging(video blogging) about her life under the name of RandomQuartz. With RandomQuartz as an alias, Mia has managed to keep her internet identity a secret from her close circle of friends, but not to date. One September morning, when Mia is set to meet a friend of a friend at her local park, her whole perspective of and her position within the YouTube community is changed, just by conversing with that one person. As a new found friend, he's willing to introduce Mia to aspects of YouTube life she didn't know were possible. If he can change so much for her with his connections, could he potentially guide her by the hand to meet her favourite YouTubers, AmazingPhil and Danisnotonfire? What would happen then? Would she faint? Fangirl? Or maybe, fall in love? (NB: I do not own any songs, quotes, shops, fandoms, brands or any of the YouTubers' rights mentioned in my story) ALL RIGHTS OTHERWISE RESERVED, Copyright © EmmaChameleon Fluffy fic. Contains swearing, some dark thoughts, and talk of depression. *Watty Awards 2013 Finalist* I APOLOGISE IF SOME OF THIS DOESN'T MAKE SENSE BUT THIS STORY IS MID-EDIT