Him. a boy that's invisible yet always there. who's smiling yet crying. living yet dying. breathing yet suffocating. alone but surrounded. him.

I sing about the demons trapped inside of me. Nobody hears me but it always seems to help. He was the first to hear me. He was the first to help me. He was the first person I saw and questioned who I really was. I think I love him.

Tyler Joseph was a sad kid ever since his grandpa died when he was nine. Everyone told Tyler that his grandpa was crazy, but Tyler didn't care. He was so close to his grandpa that when he died, he gave Tyler his old keyboard. For years all Tyler ever did was write his fears and play on that keyboard. He did that because his mind was a battlefield and he didn't know why. His family worried so much about him, they decided to send him to therapy. There he meets a boy named Josh Dun. Josh has the same amount of problems as Tyer but always has a smile on, whereas Tyler can barely feel a smile deep inside him.