I've been struggling with severe depression and anxiety for over three years now. I've seen it all. I tried to kill myself, I self-harmed, struggled with an eating disorder, and I've had a friend kill himself. I'm getting better now. I write to feel better and it works. I don't want anyone to give up the way I did. Please stay strong. Read these words as a battle that has been won rather than a battle lost. I lived to tell the tale. I believe you can too.