i really wanna scream

and so with that, in conclusion, sometimes all there's needed is a scream to shatter the glass around your own heart. tryna be poetic or whateva (not really succeeding tho!)

- CHATS

just things i want to say or talk about?? updates and what not © HOLYRINGS

pure [zayn malik]

"you ain't trynna' be just friends baby." --------------------- people tend to get love and lust mixed up but, who said they couldn't be associated with each other? as ruby & zayn grew older, their feelings of lust and desire grew stronger.

promise | zayn malik

a story about a girl named kae helping an autistic man get through life. and she isn't going to give up because she made a promise not to. [interracial] © BookOfBandz 2016 started : (december 28th, 2016) finished : (january 30th, 2017)

queen | zayn malik

"darling you're a queen, you deserved to be treated like one." when a woman that is in an abusive relationship finally gets the chance of what it feels like to be treated like a queen by a famous photographer that goes by the name of zayn malik. [interracial] © BookOfBandz 2017 started : (march 16th, 2017) completed...

roommates | zayn malik x justine skye

a sweet story about an autistic boy named zayn who is infatuated with his roommate. [interracial] zayn malik x justine skye © BookOfBandz 2017 started : (march 4th, 2017) finished : (april 9th, 2017) warning : deals with bullying, little self harm, low to mild heavy language, mild violence, and a bit of sexual content.

at high tempo | zayn malik x justine skye

* SEQUEL TO ROOMMATES * years after they went separate ways they united again back in california. and now, everything is at high tempo. [interracial] zayn malik x justine skye © BookOfBandz 2017 started : (april 23rd, 2017) completed : (may 26th, 2017) warning : story contains mild language and scenes of sexual con...

flower | zayn malik

he was an autistic man who was in love with his precious flower. [interracial] © BookOfBandz 2017 started : (june 9th, 2017) finished : (june 20th, 2017) warning : there is triggering content such as rape in this story.

thick brushes | zayn malik

she was the thickest paintbrush in the bucket. * Book 2 of the Art Series * [interracial] © BookOfBandz 2017 started : (june 22nd, 2017) finished : (july 1st, 2017)

the mansion | zayn malik

one summer and one mansion is all it takes for zayn's life to change right before his eyes. [interracial] © BookOfBandz 2017 started : (july 9th, 2017) finished : (july 25th, 2017) warning : contains mature content and murder.

masterpiece | harry styles

"i wanna make you my masterpiece." this is a story about a psychotic artist becoming a little too obsessed with a woman who was partly mute. * Book 3 of the Art Series * [interracial] © BookOfBandz 2017 started : (july 10th, 2017) finished : (july 28th, 2017) warning : contains mature content and violence.

" RANTS AND CRAP " // ME

just me talking about my problems with people

DESTINY // MALIK

he cheated, now he's starting to rethink his decision when a new blood moves in

LOUD // MALIK (slow updates)

a girl with a stank ass attitude and a boy with a major anger problem bond over loud music and a room full of smoke on a casual Tuesday night.

olive

olive. a word that signifies peace, besides its most common usage as food. • a story in which she helps him find peace beyond his despondent thoughts. (trigger warning: deals with self harm and depression)

night and day [h.s]

he thrived for the drugs at night, and she lived for the music. together they felt connected, yet they'd be the reason for each other's destruction.

WHITE ROSES ｡HARRY

❝WE PAINT WHITE ROSES RED, EACH SHADE FROM A DIFFERENT PERSON'S HEAD.❞ [[ WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT, EXPLICIT LANGUAGE ]] © LYDIA [[ beIIahadid ]] all rights reserved.

HOTLINE BLING。HARRY

❝GOOD AFTERNOON, YOU'VE SEEM TO REACH THE NUMBER 1-800-CALL-A-KILLER, WHAT'S YOUR EMERGENCY?❞ a harry styles story. © lydia [[ beIIahadid ]] ;; all rights reserved.

N A T U R A L

my heart expressing how badly I cannot have yours 🖤

drug lord [h.s]

"there some here who fear me. some who wish i was dead. but none that love me. not anymore."

THE GIRL GANG ｡HES

❝I BELONG TO NO MAN, I BELONG TO NO ONE.❞ [[ WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT, EXPLICIT LANGUAGE ]] © LYDIA [[ beIIahadid ]] all rights reserved.

DILF。HARRY

❝YOU CAN BE THE BOSS, DADDY.❞ a harry styles daddy!kink story [[ WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT, EXPLICIT LANGUAGE ]] © LYDIA [[ beIIahadid ]] all rights reserved.