''Sadly, it wasn't just her falling apart. As I too was on the verge of perfering death over living. Someone very wise, who I would like to know once said 'It is scary how many people think they want to die when really they want to start living'. It was that 70 word sentence that made me come to the realization in late July that not only myself, but Alyce and I needed to start living. '' A unfortunate situation, that I've been compelled to write.