"I use cutting as an alternative to committing suicide. The blood reminds me I'm alive, and it's oddly comforting. It's my only escape from this hell." WARNING: triggers like self harm are a common occurrence in this particular fan fic, also there's swearing, if that bothers you haha

Luke and Ashton used to be best friends. They were inseparable. High school came and they faded apart. Two weeks into their freshman year, they stopped taking altogether. Yet every single night, they texted each other "goodnight." What happens when Ashton just can't handle it anymore? warnings: swearing, depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self-harm.

'I can taste her lipstick, and see her laying across your chest, I can feel the distance, everytime you remember her fingertips, Maybe I should be more like her, I can taste her lipstick, It's like I'm kissing her too and she's perfect.' In which Luke knows Ashton's cheating on him with someone who's perfect. {Finished book but parts are being reuploaded when editied} // tw for cheating // (#630 in Fanfiction - 19/2/16) cover template © lottesgraphics pictures © liquid-glass

"It's all just a game until you say a sentence that a stranger recognizes." warnings: triggering. swearing, anxiety, suicide, self-harm, and depression. trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51qqP1tuEXQ [[ @JeanChanty ]]

"I wish that I could be like the cool kids cause all the cool kids they seem to fit in." Ashton Irwin was bullied, suicidal, depressed and he cuts. But when new kid Luke Hemmings becomes the most popular kid in school, Ashton might just wish he was one of the cool kids (sorry if this sucks, this is the first story I ever wrote. I'm warning you it's really bad. I'd rather have you check out some of my newer content )

Ashton was troubled. Luke was innocent. Running away from problems is Ashton's specialty but what happens when all his running leads him to Luke?

Ashton Irwin; 15 years old, depressed, has social anxiety, quiet, alone, broken, Unhappy. Luke Hemmings; 17 years old, outgoing, popular, punk, funny, but Unhappy.

"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.

"So, you know me...but I don't know you?" "Pretty much." Luke is Ashton's guardian angel, and Ashton doesn't think he deserves being saved.

You should leave him, 'Cause it really makes me sick. I'm just saying, Just saying.