Tahera, normal girl to most people but what's it like behind close doors? Her parents? Rich partners in crime.. Literally. Her brother, pretty boy. She's just and ordinary good girl but what happens when she has her first boyfriend? He's a twin, silent but dangerous. They hate each other at first then fall in love, when that love grows too much.. Hmmm. (This book is not complete so read at your own risk. I started writing this when I was 13/14 so a lot of the terms are out-dated and the grammar is poor 🙂)

Ever since photographer Lacy Maguire caught her ex playing Pin the Secretary to the Elevator Wall, she's been content with her dog Fabio, her three cats, and a vow of chastity. But all of that changes when the reindeer-antlered Fabio drags in a very desperate, on-the-run detective who decides to take refuge in her house -- a house filled with twinkling lights and a decorated tree. (Okay, so it's February, but she has a broken heart to mend, a Christmas-card shoot to do, and a six-times divorced, match-making mother to appease.) For the first time in a looooong while, Lacy reconsiders her vow. Because sexy Chase Kelly, wounded soul that he may be, would be an oh-so-delicious way of breaking her fast. Now, if she can just keep them both alive and him out of jail....

I tried to make myself prettier for him. More lady like for him. Smile more for him. I didn't even have him. He didn't even want me. But here I am killing myself because he no longer chases me. I love him , but I hate myself . I love him , but i hate myself. I hate him. Can I love myself . Cover by _empvss