Nila has always been called the sunshine in the lives of those she loves. Until she was adopted by Luke Smallbone when she was nine, she was in the foster care system for the only part of her life that she remembered, but she was okay with that. She'd always been given loving, caring foster families, and now, at fifteen, she has the best forever home she could ask for, and is a cheerful-as-ever as a daughter, older sister, niece, and friend. But then, seemingly out of nowhere, she starts having nightmares, and later discovers that they're of events she never remembered from her early childhood. With the words and deeds of her true biological parents echoing in her mind, she starts to struggle in ways she wouldn't have dreamed possible. But she's too scared, too used to being the brightest light in the room, to come forward about what she's dealing with to her dad, or her uncle, who are both growing more concerned by the day. Finally, everything falls and Nila decides to end her own life. A close save by Joel spares it, but it seems that she's only getting worse, now not only dealing with what she always was, but also a load of shame larger than herself. And now, Luke and Joel are in a desperate struggle for the life of the girl they love so much, to show her that she's found the place where she belongs, where there are no more broken lullabies. Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/user/d5m9hwg99quxcibsjlrb3tpz7/playlist/3R8X3aIbunEz2g737wCMal?si=821GbOeuSlqEeleIJQ2nWg

"Look, Ashlynn. You are way more than 'five percent' on my scale. You are one hundred and ten percent and beyond on my scale; you are irreplaceable, unmistakable, Darling, you're beautiful." Joel says, a smile on his face and hand on my shoulder. He d*** well just quoted his own f****** song, and I'm none of that. "No, no I'm not Joel. I won't ever be good enough for f****** anything, and as much as I appreciate the gesture, you shouldn't be here. You should be in North Carolina, with Luke, giving hope to some other person, because I'm a hopeless cause. My name is Ash, and I am just that, nothing but ashes in the wind and I don't want those ashes in the wind to be blown into your s***** fantasy." I huff, shoving my now choppy hair back from my face, frustrated. "I just don't see why you think I'm 'so much more,' I mean, Joel, we're in a strip club for goodness' sake. I can't believe you, Joel Smallbone, are here, in a freaking strip club. Boy, Moriah's going to p***** as h***." Joel sighs, looks around, makes accidental eye contact with the girl on stage, blushes, then turns to me. "You shouldn't be here either, Love. And Moriah and Luke know I'm here and won't be peeved as heck." While he's talking, I pick up the box cutter I had used to cut my hair; my once waist length hair had to be chopped off, after that man found favour in it. I must've dropped it out of my hoodie pocket. "Ash, Ashlynn, Rach, whoever you are, you are beautiful, you are made for so much more than this simple life," Joel pauses, then quietly hums under his breath, starting to sing to me, "you're irreplaceable, unmistakable, incomparable, Love, you are beautiful, I see it all in you, you are priceless." Suddenly, like a punch in my stomach, I feel guilt. I feel shame. I feel regret. Here's this man living for a God I might consider believing in, and here's this man in the dirtiest strip club in town, for a girl with a house and not a home. //// for KING & COUNTRY Fanfiction

Five months after Sadie and seven other girls were rescued from their kidnappers. Any expectations of going back to a normal life are shattered for Sadie from the moment Joel and Luke left to go home after her return home. With unexpected news of moving to Nashville, her broken reality continues to follow her everywhere. Including the lives of her saviors, Joel and Luke.

Joel and Moriah get more than they bargained for when they go to Poland for for king and country's European tour.

"One, day, I going to have a little girl and be a mommy." 5 year old Moriah said. Now, years later, She has left that dream in the dust. A Christian artist and married to another Christian artist, Moriah found it too busy to raise a child. She and her husband were both on tour often, and she knew it would be too difficult. Later on, they began to think about the possibility of adoption. They prayed to God to ask for his will be done, and his will would give them children, in two different ways.

I need to let my hurt out, But I have no one. So instead I have this. My hiding place. Completed May 2019

Kimberly Ash wants nothing more than to lay in bed, go to sleep and never wake up. Kids bully her at school, she has no friends, she feels alone, and she's planning on killing herself. But when her mom sends her to a youth group, her world gets flipped upside down. Will Kimberly take her life? Or will she accept the fact that she can be saved by grace, and live with hope?

Sadie Hill was walking home from school when she was kidnapped. Little did she know that Joel and Luke Smallbone, her favorite band, were helping to find her.

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Aubree Kate Smallbone, Daughter of Joel and Moriah Smallbone,and Lorelei Cassidy Smallbone , daughter of Luke and Courtney Smallbone have led amazing lives. Growing up with musician parents, they have seen and experienced so many different things. The girls are both aware of the priceless movement their fathers are passionate about, and have seen their movie on human trafficking. But they have never actually te someone in person who needed it. Until they meet Emerson Collin. Will these girls be able to give Emerson the hope she needs, and continue their fathers legacey?