What the fuck am I doing here?

[ZyMiYa Trilogy: Book 1 - Zylie] Language - Taglish Started in Aug 2011 | Revamped in Feb 2014 | Finished in July 2014 Published into 2 parts (2nd part just the 2nd half) 1/2 (Pop Fiction, 2014) 2/2 (Pop Fiction, 2015) Blurb Siya si Zylie. Hindi siya clumsy, galit lang siguro sa kanya ang sahig, bully lang talaga ang mga mesa't upuan. At yung mga pader? Humaharang lang talaga sila ng kusa sa daanan niya. Yan ang palagi niyang biro. Kasi nga, ang sabi nila, siya daw ang Reyna ng Kamalasan. Pero nang dumating ang eidolon ng school na si Silver Jeremy Torres sa buhay niya, isa rin ba itong malas na kailangan niyang iwasan?

"When you care so much for the expectations of others, you will lose your own identity. But when you decided to think according to your own expectations, you'll find who you really are." - Niel Xander Drei Esquivel was born in Tagum in 1992. His works of fiction are The Fourth Son, #PaoDer: A Rollercoaster Ride to Love and Artificial Organisms: Hierophant. The third is a science fiction tackling the bane and boon of scientific advancements and the application of biological technology in tampering with the human genome. Also by Esquivel Fiction The Fourth Son Artificial Organisms: Hierophant #PaoDer: A Rollercoaster Ride to Love Drei Esquivel asserts the moral rights to be identified as the author of this work. All rights reserved. No part of this work may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording or otherwise, without the prior permission of the author. This story is a brainchild of the author's imagination. Any resemblance to actual person, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

A (not-so) hopeless romantic writer. A weird (not-so-much of a) stranger. A lot of (denying) feelings in between. A (continuation of the online) connection that ends on 11 / 23.

Sabi nila ang kasal daw, hindi daw yan parang bagong lutong kanin. Na kapag napaso ka, pwedeng pwede mong iluwa. They say marriage is a lifetime contract. Kaya nga wala itong expiration date eh. Kaya pag napakasal ka, dapat daw sa taong sigurado kang gusto mong makasama habang buhay - till death do you part. But what if you got married with the wrong person? At the wrong time? With a stranger? Aqui just went through a break-up with his long time girlfriend. Jenni was desperate in finding her boyfriend who got her pregnant. Aqui went to a bar for the first time to alleviate the hurt. Jenni went to the bar where her boyfriend usually went. Aqui was about to go home when a girl went up to him. Jenni thought she saw her boyfriend and went up to him. Aqui don't know the girl. Jenni made a mistake, it wasn't him. Aqui was accused of getting her pregnant. Jenni told him she was pregnant. And guess what? They got MARRIED. Anong klaseng gusot kaya ang napasok nila? And how will they get trough with this mess?

I'm dead tired of begging for love. If no one needs me, then so be it.. I guess i'm destined to be alone all my life.

"How could I ever beat someone as perfect as her? I will never be good enough for my father even if I strive myself to death. Because I am nothing compared to her, his precious memory of his love... His only daughter... Who doesn't even care about him." -Lloyd Hiro, The Neglected Son. *TAGLISH* *NO SOFT COPIES* This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author's creative imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. No part of this book must be copied, modified or reproduced without prior consent from the author. Violators will be dealt according to law. Have fun reading! :) © 2016 Cursingfaeri All Rights Reserved

Pagbabago. Lahat ng tao hangad ang pagbabago. Pero bakit nga ba tayo naghahangad magbago? Para ba sa sarili? O para sa ibang tao? Kaya ba nag-iiba ang tao dahil ginusto nito? O dahil sa iyon ang nararapat. Sabi nga nila, ang buhay ay isang malaking hamon. At ang buhay ko? Siyempre inuulan ng pagsubok. Pagsubok na susukat, magpapatibay at sa akin bilang isang indibidwal. Mahirap makisama, mahirap makisalamuha. Sa kadahilanang ito, ang pagbabago ang naging sandigan ko. Kailangan kong ibahin ang sarili ko. Para sa sarili ko, para sa mga taong nakapaligid sakin, at upang ma-inda ang lahat ng ibinubuhos ng buhay. Ngunit hanggang saan ang kaya kong baguhin? Ano ang mga bagay na kaya kong isakripisyo? Kaya ko bang ikaila ang sarili ko para lang tanggapin ng mundo? Ng mga tao? Upang makamit ang sinasabing pagbabago? Pipilitin ko pa rin bang magbago? Kahit na ang kapalit nito ay hindi ko na makilala… ...ang tunay na ako? Isa lang ang sigurado. Lalaki talaga ako. Promise!

Sa dinami-rami ng mga pinagdaanang tawanan, kulitan, iyakan at kadramahan nina Cyann at Clementine, sa wakas, sila na rin. Subalit sapat na ba iyon at ang pag-iibigan nila upang makasigurong sa simbahan din ang tuloy ng dalawa kung sala-salabat naman ang problemang kinakaharap nila? Sinusubukan nga lamang ba sila ng tadhana? O this time, tadhana ang nagsasabing ang kwento nina Sai at Lem is a love story that was never meant to be? Copyright 2014 hunnydew Cover by Joyce Kringle Descaya Posted on October 7, 2014 Tuesday

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