John is furious and leaves the flat after an argument with Sherlock. A short while after that he wents missing and now Sherlock tries his hardest to get his only friend back. Along the way he discovers that maybe John means more to him than Sherlock had thought. Johnlock

John Watson, Sherlock's best friend, is in danger by the Moriarty, Sherlock's arch-Nemesis. Sherlock scrambles to find clues and answers to John's location, and John is scrambling to just stay alive. (Before Sherlock disappears)

John looses his memory and Sherlock has to trigger his memory. But is John to far gone?

We all have days when we are saying, that if we stayed in bed, we'd do better, but unfortunately it isn't working like that. We don't know, what awaits for us in the day, when we get up. Sometimes when we look at others people, we have no idea how many days as that they had and how really bad it was. Behind mild and kind nature and sweet warm smile can hide pain and suffering, because what makes us compassionate and kind to others, it isn't just education and the fact that now we have a well, but also the fact that previously we didn't have a good time and we know, how is it.

John and Sherlock are at each others throats until John is kidnapped, leaving Sherlock with a dangerous choice. Written about 3 months after John finds out about Sherlock being alive after the Fall. Rated PG-13 for torture and suicidal thoughts, not naughty reasons. Angst and Johnlock in later chapters.