Loneliness. Sadness. Depression. These are all emotions 15 year old Brittany experiences and journals about on a daily basis. She feels that no one cares anymore and that she is unlovable. Her best friend starts bullying her with the help of her boyfriend, Grayson Dolan. Ethan, his twin, becomes friends with Britt, but can he even begin to help this drowning girl? **TRIGGER WARNING** Frequent mentions of depression and suicide thoughout most of the book so please don't read if you are easily triggered. I don't want anyone getting hurt <3

"the stars are nothing in comparison to the way your eyes light up when you talk about him" sequel to astonomer!! slow updates

"out of all the stars in the sky, not a single one compares to you." started: nov. 23 , 2017 ended: apr. 29, 2018

Fuck love, all it does is cause pain.

"I'll never meet him, I will never be able to touch him, I will never be able to breath the same air as him, and the worst part is that he doesn't even know I exist. I'm just a fan" highest ranking: #1 in fanfiction