"Why did you do it." Her gaze lingered and danced over her unsatisfying reflection. "What did I do wrong." She glared at the excess contour in her physical features, the brittle texture of her hair, and the dispassionate aura in her stale eyes. "Why did it have to be me." A faint glow overcame the dullness in her eyes as her mind began to draw her towards a small rectangular can. "Will this make anything better?" She grasped the can with her scrawny, neglected fingers and staggered towards her unmade bed to draw a plain, lousy circle with the fluid inside the can. "I take it all back." Before climbing into the circle, she wrote a small message on her tattered burgundy rug and lit it with quivering hands. "I wish I had the dignity to apologize." She took an old scarf and wrapped it around her mouth, holding in any future regrets. 'But there really is no reason.' She thought. Her frail limbs carried her towards the bed and she climbed onto it with the utmost care, as if she were hoping not to break it. 'I guess we could blame it on a lot of things, or we could just admit that we were never meant to be; but I've never stopped loving you.' She watched as the area around her began to swallow itself whole, and for a moment there she understood the true meaning of beauty. Her body convulsed and her heart and soul had melted like wax, but she found pleasure in every moment of it. She made no move to scream or fight her inevitable fate, but she was careful not to wreck this incessantly lustful feeling; she was careful not to wreck herself with it.

17 year old Alayna Vincelli has a far from normal life. With her parent's divorce, Alayna leans on her cousin Shawn for support & ends up falling in love with his guitarist, Garret. She has one secret that she keeps from him, & that's who gets her through everything; her own therapist in the least. Alayna met Alan Ashby at a show & he becomes her rock. What happens when Alayna finds out Garret isn't all she thinks he is? When she starts do the one thing she swore she'd never do? How does Alan react to everything? What will happen when she graduates & moves to California to go to vet school?

"just remember that when everything starts falling apart, I'll be here holding us together because I can't lose you, you two are my everything"

When Addison gets caught up in guys through out her high school year, will she be able to find out who she truly is after this? Will someone finally make a break through and get her to see what life really is about? Or will she take life by the horns and make some of the worst mistakes of her life?

FIRST BOOK IN THE "Chasing Crow" SERIES Niki finds a strange cat outside of her apartment one rainy night. She takes the cat in and takes care of it, not realizing it belongs to a certain celebrity. What will happen when she goes to return the cat?

Blade is a 18 year old girl who's being abused at constantly screamed at by her mother. Her dad died last year...he was the only one who REALLY understood her. She hates life until she founds a guy who turns her life upside down, Andy Biersack. Can he save her, can he make her life better? (THANKS SO MUCH TO ALL FOR 10k+ READS!!!"

When Taylor goes to an Of mice and men concert and pierce the veil, she finds out austin carlile is her real dad, and does she fall in love with vic? and what about her little sister, will taylor leave to stay with her real dad austin, and what happens if she finds out austin is married. Read and find out.

Every mother has warned her daughter about dating a "rock star". Well Eva Hyde completely forgets that warning when she meets Ashley Purdy. Eva is skeptical of this man, he must be married. He must just want a hook-up. Maybe she's just another girl to him. Maybe he's just toying with her. But Mr.Purdy might learn something from Eva, and Eva might just fall in love for once.

*Disclaimer* This story was written in 2012 when I was 15 years old. It is obviously not perfect. The guys are based on the ages they were in 2012. The opinions expressed in this story are no longer my own, and I apologize if anyone is offended. One day I may go back and edit this. *End Disclaimer* Nearly 18 year old McKenzie Cook is probably not your average "emo" girl. She's had a rough life. She faces a small case of anorexia. She lives with her older brother. Her parents are dead. But will her luck change when her idols, the Black Veil Brides, show up on her doorstep?

Alan never imagined meeting a girl like Sierra, she was a writer, a writer on tour. She looked to innocent to be getting tattoos and just being on tour! Just he thought she was interesting, i mean a writer touring with her best friends? I mean come on, who has ever heard of that before? Soon Alan find himself falling for this small writer girl and all of her flaws, he is also not letting anyone get in his way. Not even Jack the guitarist from All Time Low. He's ready to even break a few faces just for her.