This story begins in Supreme Leader Snokes chamber, moments after Rey and Kylo Ren have defeated Snoke and his entourage of Redcoats. But, in the timeline, Rey said yes to Kylo's offer. That is where this story is born. Rey and Ben Solo attempt to escape their past despite everything calling them back to their history. They will sacrifice everything to escape the chains of their lives and begin new, with each other, with the Galaxy in their hands.

Dan Howell is a straight, 17 year old who supports LGBT+ completely. He doesn't know any other way of supporting it besides going to the pride festivals, so he watches gay porn. Not only does he watch it, but he uses it as a release too. Nobody knows he does, however. Phil Lester is a gay, 17 year old boy who isn't new to the school, but has seen Dan around. He's liked him for years and has tried countless times to get his attention, but nothing seems to work for him until Dan heard about a certain club meeting on the school announcements. **cover wasn't the correct size but i was too lazy to change/fix it but it lines up pretty well in the middle so that makes up for it**

Sequel to He Speaks Suicide Years after all the madness of Dan's family life and attempts of suicide, him and Phil are married. With a beautiful family, a loving husband, and well paying job, what more could you want? It's the life everyone wants, but what happens when the dark thoughts return and the not-so-happy couple feel as though they're slowly drifting apart?

TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain many mentions of lyrics to many bands in the chapters. just thought I'd give the heads up d( *u* )b **