Two years later Luke and Ashton suffer through reject after reject from their adoption request. *This is the second book. The first book is Suicide Hotline.*

Luke and Ashton used to be best friends. They were inseparable. High school came and they faded apart. Two weeks into their freshman year, they stopped taking altogether. Yet every single night, they texted each other "goodnight." What happens when Ashton just can't handle it anymore? warnings: swearing, depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self-harm.

he was the happiest person i knew key word: was (this was originally called razors )

Welcome to New Stone High School. Where your clique is your definition. Luke Hemmings is the schools biggest nerd, in all upper class men classes, a high GPA and enough credits to graduate. Always reading or solving away math problems. Experimenting, the only non-nerdy thing he does is strum notes on his guitar. Michael Clifford is the schools most popular kid, the kid everyone wants to be. His parents give him everything, he can get whoever he wants, do whatever he wants, he is on top. And there was no going outside your clique. Until "top-dog" takes a little detour. © Copyright 2015 ChangeFate

luke makes erotic home videos and post them on tumblr ashton just so happens to stumble upon them, every night - a smutty love story - (smut! graphic description of sexual acts! cross dressing! strong language!)

Luke is a high school student. He's pretty normal, and he's gay. But not many people know he's gay. Just his best friends and his family. And, he has a crush on his art teacher, Mr. Clifford.