dear self | soukoku

after dazai sees chuuya at their old spot, things change between the former partners

Words Not Said (previously known as Words) Phanfiction

(bit of a disclaimer) I have re-published this story after months of it being unpublished. this fanfic was first written over a year ago, my style of writing, thoughts, and opinions have changed since then. Words. Something Dan had had trouble with for years. He thought them and he loved them and expressed them, thoug...

Speak to Me

Phil was mute. He had been since he was 13 after he'd been bullied and picked on at his old school. It first started with he didn't talk to people at school. Then his family. Then no one ever. His mum thought it best to switch Phil to a different school. New school, new people, new chances. But no one could have knew...

My Blood, Your Bones - Phan

Young Dan Howell, who lives with his alcoholic father, lost his mother to cancer less than a year ago, and is killing himself. Phil Lester, a boy picked on for his weight, lives alone from the rest of the world in a rehab center while trying to recover from severe anorexia. When a concerned teacher suggests Dan seek h...

Glass Hearts | phan

Beating hearts. Sliced skin. Shallow breaths and a feeling of love. That was what we were. "You had a heart made of glass and eyes that only saw stars. You were a canvas soaked in color. Vivid memories and passion saturated your bones. You made me feel."

transgender ➳ phan

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

Speak up already - Phan

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

Rooftop Smokers ~ Phan

"I'm not either," Phil replied, looking to Dan with a sly smile. "You still giving out $5 blowjobs?" Well, Dan guessed, he probably did go to his school. Dan rolled his eyes, "that was a rumor two years ago." Phil laughed, "so I brought $5 for nothing?"

Intoxicate (phan)

roll, roll, roll your joint / twist it at the ends / light it up and take a puff / now pass it to your friend {or the short story inspired by the song 'cigarettes and cush'} STARTED+COMPLETED: 01/06/17

Dark Side

Dan Howell hasn't seen his friend PJ in years, and he decides to visit him. But PJ has changed, and so does Dan's life when he meets him again. He then befriends someone else in London: Phil Lester. Phil doesn't know about Dan's secret and Dan would like to keep it that way, but he is afraid he will hurt Phil as his...

Demon VS Angel (Phan) ***EDITING

Phil Lester: An angel since birth. Dan Howell: A demon since birth. Demons and Angels have been complete opposites for decades among decades. Dan and Phil meet in the human world, disguised as regular people. Dan and Phil are roommates. How will things go?

Experimental Disaster- Youtuber Fanfiction

Dr.Argasi was once a respected scientist, until his latest serum started killing his test subjects. Now after five years he's ready to make a come back and prove him self. Dr.Argasi has secretly kidnapped five Youtubers to turn into supernatural creatures to show off and fight. Dan Howell wasn't meant to be picked, bu...

Darkest War

Sequel to 'Darkest Night' What if everything we strived so long to accomplish is gone? I can't do this without him. He was my anchor, my rock, without him I might as well just float away. I have to find him.

Darkest Night (vampire phanfic)

I was surrounded by people yet I'd never felt more alone. He changed that though, he changed me. So what's going to happen when he will eventually decide to leave? How am I suppose to even cope with that?

Everything's An Illusion // Phan

Dan & Phil meet in a psychiatric hospital. They find both sadness and happiness in each other. Suicidal and broken, will they learn to fix each other or will they break each other even more? *** this story includes a lot of triggering features that may be upsetting to some readers, please be careful if you read ~ if y...

Anime Pick Up Lines

ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ ♪|| Wanna know how to be smooth like me? Then use these pick up lines LOLOL. -this book has been completed *ANIME PICK UP LINES BOOK 2 is out now!!!!!* *ANIME PICK UP LINES BOOK 3 is out now!!!!!*

Broken Boy, |Phan & KicktheStickz|

Dan has been with his group of friends for a very long time, but what will happen when he saves a Boy with jet black hair and tattoos from bullies? Will a relationship grow over? Or will he start realising why this punk boy has a lot of scars? Mentally and physically. PASTEL! DAN PUNK! PHIL. But pastel!dan happens la...

So You Tried to Put a Fire Out, but You Used Gasoline ~ Phan

[this story is unfinished.] Dan has been having violent outbursts and Phil won't take "I'm fine" as an answer. His outbursts occur more and more every day, and they come to the conclusion that there is something medically/mentally wrong with him. Just one trip to the doctor's office and one diagnosis could change ev...

Cutting- A Phil Lester Imagine

Phillip Michael Lester. Dork, Idiot, but we all love him dearly. Little do his Phillions, and his girlfriend, know, he cuts. He is depressed. Phil's depression will cause problems for him and his girlfriend, You. Daniel James Howell.Sarcastic, Smart Ass, but he is not what he seems. Dan has been your best friend for y...

FLIRT (Phan)

Phil is popular: president of his fraternity, shortstop of the baseball team, he's got it all figured out. But when Phil meets Dan, a flamboyant freshman in the theatre department, everything changes. Despite warnings from their friends, Dan and Phil can't stay away from each other, but when these two worlds come cras...

" NUDES " ! PHAN

@PLANTBOYLESTER - HEY NUDES? @SPACEBOYHOWELL - WHAT IS A NUDE? ;;; [started; nov. 14, 2016] [ended; dec. 19, 2016]

" THE QUIET " ! PHAN

[ SEQUEL TO NUDES ] ANYTHING HURTS LESS THAN THE QUIET ;;; IN WHICH DAN AND PHIL HAVENT TALKED IN AWHILE [STARTED ; JAN. 23, 2017] [ENDED ; OCT. 1, 2017 ]

What are you? | Phan& Kickthestickz | vampires

Basically everyone in the fantastic four is vampires except Dan. Phil meets Dan in a dark ally way and his vampire side screams blood mate. He only has three months to tell Dan otherwise phil will painfully die. This is the first book guys my part system wasn't loading so im doing in again! Love you all and be support...

Relapse (Phan)

SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...

Alive (Phan)

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

NOTEBOOK • PHAN

[COMPLETED] "phil, i have cancer"

Behind Brown Eyes (Phan)

2009 phan high school au kind of thing aw (◕ω◕✿) *adam and aaron are fictional and original characters that I made up myself.* lowercase intended.

sunset lovers // {hairy styles x reader}

read or niall will DIE

Closer

Yuri comes home one day to find another man in bed with his fiancé. This leads him to escape to Japan, where he finds more troubles with not only the love of his life, but his best friend.