Emerson is miserable with his life. He’s constantly bullied, and his boyfriend, Matt, sides with his tormentors. When Emerson hides in the school’s boiler room to escape everyone, he doesn’t expect to find a journal. The journal looks simple enough, but inside, it contains the shocking story of a boy named Nash. As Emerson reads deeper into the heart wrenching words of Nash’s life, he is unaware that his life is about to change forever.

White and Black ***boyxboy*** Intro: WARNING!! This is in fact a boyxboy novel which means there will be LGBT love, you have been warned ahead so if you don't like it well I don't care don't read it. I don't want to see any thing that trash talks gay love because love is love and it shouldn't be restricted to genders love should go between everyone boyxboy, girlxgirl, or boyxgirl, we all have a right to love.*** White and black, his eyes mysteriously colored. Unnatural, uncommon, but that was okay. June didn't care about his eye color's, his style, how he held himself or about his sexuality . He seemed okay, seemed better then okay a friendship in the making in June's eyes. Zander was just one of those people, the ones you just knew that you were friends, just like that no words needed to be exchanged no nothing just like that. A simple look knowing that you'd have each other's backs even if you'd just met. Zander Moon, his name was even different but then again June Tyler was a different name so they could be weird together. By some stroke of fate these two were put in the same town, in the same area.

Haunted. Terrified. Alone. Those three words seem to be the only emotions that seventeen year old Gabriel Adams knows how to feel. At the age of thirteen, when other boys were chasing after pretty girls and playing in the dirt, Gabriel had been kidnapped and molested. Now, several years later, Gabriel still can't return to the normal life he'd lived before the Incident. He's terrified of the dark, and even the daytime gives him anxiety attacks. Gabriel hates being touched. A simple brush against him will set him off into spasms while panic quickly takes over his mind. It seems as if nothing will relieve Gabriel from the constricting, painful claws of the man who'd done him harm, and Gabriel is becoming desperate. That's when Evan Ricci steps in. Evan, a stubborn yet surprisingly selfless teenager, moves to the small, quiet town of Clydesdale Heights. When Evan sees a small, awkward blond haired boy carrying pop boxes across the street while he's bringing moving boxes into the new house, he decides to help him. Things don't go exactly as planned, though, and their relationship begins with a rather rough start. The two eventually learn to bond, and Evan helps Gabriel learn to deal with the psychological consequences of being molested, which eventually blooms into an understanding so deep they can't imagine themselves with anyone but the other. A hint of infatuation sparks up, but not quite yet will the love blossom out like most. Their love will take time. And lots of patience and persistence, too.