A new school, new friends, a new love interest and a fresh start. Everything in Ella's life was going to plan. That is, however, until her teacher strikes up an interest in her and changes her world as she knows it. Ripe with romance, sex, scandal and emotion, this book is one hell of a ride. CURRENTLY IN THE PROCESS OF RE-WRITING/IMPROVING THIS BOOK CHAPTER BY CHAPTER. I wrote this book when I was 16. I'm now 19 and studying creative writing at university, so I'm re-writing this story chapter by chapter and re-publishing them daily. I hope you like the improvements!!

"Jess, you are my Utopia." He whispered with his head resting atop of mine, tears streaming down my cheeks as I force my lips into a sad smile, "Ashton, you are my Utopia." I reply after a moment causing his face to stretch into a wide smile.

"why are you awake?" "because it's midnight and i'm not a loser"

"You know I have a girlfriend right?" "Ok?" "Is it bad that I think you are extremely beautiful?" "What?"

~ daddy kink ~ All stories are from tumblr I'll give credit

Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?

"I use cutting as an alternative to committing suicide. The blood reminds me I'm alive, and it's oddly comforting. It's my only escape from this hell." WARNING: triggers like self harm are a common occurrence in this particular fan fic, also there's swearing, if that bothers you haha

"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries

Texting your favorite band can get a little weird. *warning some strong language but let's be real, it's supposed to be 5sos, I'm sure that is expected* THIS IS MY FIRST THING PUBLISHED AND IT IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY! IT MAY BE CRINGY AND FOR THAT I AM SORRY. Can I just add the highest ranking this book has had is #14 in stupid and that basically sums it up.

"Ashton!" A familiar voice called. Ashton turned, looking at the blue eyed boy. "I've got this friend," he whispered, looking around. "Who's crazy about you." It might be nothing, but he's right in front of you. ( punk Luke & innocent Ashton ) ( side larry and malum )