Disclaimer: strictly AU MILITARY AU: Lauren, a member of the U.S military has never felt as though she had something to come home to when she returned from being deployed. On her first leave of her third tour, her friends decided to take her out to celebrate her homecoming. When she meets a young bartender turned Doctor- who seems all too familiar, she knows she's found the one who would make it almost impossible to say goodbye. COVER BY: @SLOTHTATO

Have you ever imagined having two lives? Be two people at the same time? I bet you have. But between thinking about it and actually living it, there was a very big difference, believe it. Imagine... Camila, a sweet and delicate woman. Karla, sexy and imposing. Which one would you choose? What's your type? Hard, I know. Let's let Lauren answer this one...

Lauren Jauregui is a lot of things. She's caring, she's intelligent and she's beautiful. But Camila Cabello doesn't notice those things when she and Lauren first come into contact. Camila notices her nervous ticks, and how she refuses to look at her, and how she never furthers conversation. At first, Camila takes that the wrong way, and deciding that Lauren is nothing more than a rude girl who happens to have the same friends as her, eventually stops trying to make friends. It isn't long before Camila realises she's been wrong the whole time. (This work may not be posted/copied/reproduced/translated without explicit permission from the author.)

Lauren is a smart girl and kind of nerdy. She only has two friends at school, Normani and Dinah. She's had a small crush on the mysterious badass Camila Cabello for a few years, but she knows that there's nothing she can do about it. Camila doesn't talk to anybody at school, always has her hood on and has a pretty short temper. One day, Lauren goes over to her house to return something that belongs to Camila, only to see Camila fight with four boys. Lauren unwillingly gets involved in the fight, and because of that, gets involved in Camila's life. But does Camila want her in her life, and does Lauren want to be in the life of somebody who her friends call: Bad News?

Trigger Warning - Talk of Eating Disorders ➸ "But Lauren knew. Camila needed someone to fight for her, and that’s what she intended on doing. If Camila came running at her with her fist raised, Lauren wouldn’t push her away. She would just hug her until Camila stopped punching her." Highest Rank: #33 in Fanfiction

Words cannot describe this book, such a read. I wanted Heliophilia to be on Wattpad. Not my book. All rights go to original writer. Enjoy.

You've never had a one night stand have you?" Lauren's manipulating a frayed piece of the duvet between two of her slender fingers when I look away from my book. Her eyes dance from mine, to my lips, to the clock on the nightstand behind me, then back to my lips. I smirk, "Am I that obvious?" She dips her head, her lofty brunette curls pouring out across the white pillow case. She tucks one strand that has fallen too far against her cheek, behind her ear timidly. I've still not grown accustomed to the demure version of Lauren I'm seeing now. When only minutes ago, she was ambitious, arousing, and unchaste. I confirm her suspicion. "Well you're right," I say. "I've never had a one-night stand," I grin, flustered, seemingly mirroring Lauren's own expression. "You were my first..."

Falling in love was the best and worst thing that ever happened to Camila. Lauren was beautiful, smart, passionate and, unfortunately for Camila, married.

Sequel to The Iceberg Method

The circus was stupid and a total con act. That was something Camila felt strongly about. Camila Cabello did not believe in things like magic and wonder and fantasy...it simply did not exist and there was no arguing about it. Now, after being forced by her mother to go and spend time with her little sister, Sofi, she has to go to the circus that's in town for the next 10 days. And perhaps, the illusion will not be stupid. And perhaps, the illusion will not be an illusion. This amazing cover was done by SLOTHTATO, she made an absolutely amazing cover and this wouldn't even have been posted if it wasn't for her so thank her lots!