What happens when your true love is finally gone and someone else fills the void of your empty heart but somehow they always seem to hurt you more then you can imagine. Its not about who hurt you, its about who was there to make you smile again and thats who he was to me but how can we move on to the next chapter of our lives when he keeps on reading the last one which was filled with nothing but pain and sadness. They say "life is like a mirror smile at it and it will smile back at you" but what happens when your smile is no longer filled with happiness but with sadness for what you live on a daily bases how do you learn to move on in life if all your doing is dragging through it. He no longer makes me smile.............. he destroyed me. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ This story involves the issue of domestic violence and if you can handle that then don't read i guess even though I want you to read but if you are uncomfortable reading my story then what's the point right? And also I just want to say that I'm not trying to romanticize domestic abuse.