**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

23/03/15 - Deanna and I are working on a remastered version of this. I will upload the chapters as we go. In the meantime, please read my other works. Thanks for your cooperation :) - Jodie

Angst, Fluff. A Phan story that will pull at your heart strings and flood you with emotions. After spending a few days acting annoyed with his beloved, Dan asks the almost impossible question; Will you marry me? Nothing in life could be more perfect for them than it is right now. That is, until life decides to throw them a curve ball. When health takes control of Dan's life, it is left for him and Phil to simply make the most of what little time they have left by revisiting dates and memories. But the day finally comes where Dan has to leave Phil with hardly a chance to say goodbye. But, somehow, the usually disorganised boy who is prone to procrastinate has been for-thinking and left Phil a little present... Warning; this story is very emotional indeed :3