title says it all

This is my story I don't care if u judge. I've tried to hold on and not kill myself and if it wasn't for this I would already be dead

"It's hard to keep a secret when it's all over your body". Just a quote book about selfharm, suicide and depression. Trust me guys it's hard i am dealing with this shit to, and i am here if you want to talk!

Suicide. Maybe life's not for everyone. I own only a few. Quotes about suicide, self harm and all that stuff.

Fuck people. (Updates about my mh) this whole things is a tw so do not come at me

What if Olivia Benson had a sister? What if Benson was in love with Rollins? well, in this story, it all happens. Amaya rose Jaxton is the younger sister of Olivia Benson. There is a 5-year age difference. Amaya has a husband named Mason Jaxton and they have three kids. All girls. Lilah, 10, Mellie, 6, and Livia,2. at this point, Noah is two but will age. Events happen in no order and slightly change. i will add an A/N before each of these chapters. And the story more so will focus on Rollivia (Rollins +Benson)

In the middle of an investigation Olivia and the squad raid an abandoned warehouse. Olivia stumbles upon this sweet girl named Bella. She develops a friendship with Bella, and the two get along very well. But, what will happen when the investigation is finished?

Amanda seems different, she looks sick and worn down and is becoming more distant. When she suddenly goes missing with little explanation, can the squad get to her in time, or is it too late to save Amanda from her deranged kidnapper? (Set after season 16 and 'Forgiving Rollins' but also before Nick leaves). Enjoy, :) LemonadeJo COMPLETED✔️✔️✔️

❝ This is the closest I'll ever get to flying. ❞ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ No one can fully understand the truth ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ behind a girls suicide, unless the girl ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ who jumped actually tells you the full ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ story. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ But that's impossible because she's ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ dead. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ But what if she could tell you why she ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ killed herself? Would you be willing to ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ listen? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Well, I'm Amber Fields. And this is why I ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ jumped. This story describes the ten days before Amber committed suicide. Do not read if you are triggered by suicide or cutting. This story contains a small amount of romance. This is not meant to romanticize suicide in any way. Edited✔️