"I think it's time you go somewhere else, Dan. Find yourself. Discover yourself and all that bullshit. Dan, I want you to find meaning in life. I want you to travel the world and see the things worth living for. Trust me" Dan Howell is stressed, depressed, and completely and utterly lost in life; and, yes, you guessed it: he is having an existential crisis. Because of this he decides to travel the world and not only does he discover himself again, he finds something worth living for: Phil Lester. • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • trigger warnings: mentions of suicide and depression ☆ cover art credit to hsiao ron cheng

[pastel dan/punk phil] dan howell; an internet sensation, blogger and self proclaimed 'pastel prince'. phil Lester; the mastermind behind the city, technical crime-lord and overall coffee indulger. their paths never were supposed to cross, but sometimes paths are never certain. pastel prince// pastel dan + punk phil//2016 [highest ranking: #20 in detective]

Pastel!Dan/ Punk!Phil Highschool AU. Dan Howell loves pastel colors flower crowns. Phil Lester's a very scary looking punk. Dan normally keeps to himself, as to not get into any trouble, which he was prone to do at his old school, but when he interacts with Phil, that changes. *Horrible summary, I know, but the story is great- I promise.

[COMPLETED] when dan buys cigarettes to a store who has a cute shop assistant

Pastel!Dan is in an abusive relationship. One day his boyfriend hits him in public and Punk!Phil steps in and stops him. ~~trigger warning~~ Domestic abuse Not finished and most likely never will be.

A series of short Phan stories. Most I would probably say are heart tugging? I'll try to slide in some fluff(maybe when I actually eventually write something like that) Enjoy! (A/N so I don't have to add them into the story) This was originally supposed to be an actual story, but I decided I wouldn't be able to stretch it out enough. So this will be filled with my thoughts, some short, some long. I'll also probably come back and add on to the stories if I catch another idea. If it's good enough I'll turn it into am actual story.

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

[COMPLETE] Dan sends anonymous texts to his bully, Phil. Bad decisions lead to unrefined, sloppy, disgusting love. warnings; -panic attacks -hurt/comfort -self harm -eating disorder