They say that to become a god, you need to turn your imperfections into perfections. He wondered, what is it that made him no better than his brother? What does he need to do to make 'him' look at him? Izaya-centric. Takes place during Raijin Days at first. Eventual Shizaya?

An accident occurs during a battle with Shizuo that puts Izaya in a poor mental state. As time passes, he begins to lose his memories one by one. How will Shizuo cope to losing the number one person on his mind?

I got a request for a Shizaya fanfiction on my tumblr, so here's the result :)

The great Orihara Izaya is knocked down - overthrown. After being treated for terrible wounds in hospital, he is then tossed into a mental institution. Beside Heiwajima Shizuo, that is. However, they have no memory of each other, and soon become fuck-buddies. But, will it go further?

Izaya is haunted by panic attacks, nightmares, and mental and physical illness. What will happen when Shizuo is the only one who seems to be able to cure him?

After years of fighting, Izaya decides he is no longer interested in playing with Shizuo. He decides to go out and tell the 'brute' just that so hopefully, they can move on with their lives. Unfortunately, Shizuo misunderstood! He thinks Izaya doesn't want to fight him because the 'flea' is in love with him. Shizuo resolves to become closer to Izaya, while the unknowing informant is taken aback by the change.

Pairing: Shizuo x Izaya (Durarara!!) Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort *I do not own Durarara, the characters belonged to their respective owner, Ryohgo Narita* --- In the darkness he seeked for an answer. Memories replayed, dreams surfaced. His vision numbing, lights disappearing as the darkness engulfed him completely, leaving him in a despair of his sinful eyes.

Shizaya fanfic. Not really a yaoi, so if that's what you're looking for, you may want to look somewhere else. :P Thanks to sivers00 for helping me with the title because I totally suck at doing so myself ^.^

When a mysterious group is targeting Izaya, there's usually nothing to worry about. The informant, though, hasn't been able to find a single thread of information about his attackers, and they're getting closer by the hour. The stress and anxiety has proved punishing to him, leaving him in a poor state. Shizuo finds himself getting involved in the problem somehow, but is he enough to handle the mob of threats?

Izaya is a spirit. Rather than being upset about his death, though, he's actually quite over-joyed at being able to see other people's reactions to his death, but they don't turn out as expected. (Don't worry, the story isn't as bad as the description ^^|I| )