"Gyomrukban millió pillangó verdes, végtagjaik zsibbadnak; s ha ez olyan, mint a szerelem, akkor ők bizony sosem akarnak felnőni." A novella címét, valamint a leírást adó mondatot a Kid In Love c. dal ihlette, mely Shawn Mendes és az Island Records birtokában áll.

"Azt mondtad, hogy szeretsz. Azt mondtad, hogy sohasem fogsz elhagyni. Most itt állok egyedül, kezemben a kopott farmerkabátoddal, miközben rád gondolok." #18 in novella [20170603]

"Despite 7 million colors being visible to the human eye, and 48 of your color pencils available for you to use, why are you only using the black, white, and red ones?" I looked down and tried to think of the answer. I don't know, maybe because black is my dark days lacking you, white is all the emptiness I felt, and red... Is the color of my bleeding conscience. As I don't want to let him down, I kept those answers to myself. And all I said was "You want me to start using other colors too?" "As much as I want you to start opening your heart, to the fact that you have many other people who loves you and cares about you, and that it's not only me." I froze as I am not able to give him an answer to that. I hate lying. But I hated disappointing him even more. started: 08/08/15 completed: 23/06/17