Have you ever felt so alone, so absolutely full of misery and despair, that you wanted to die? Well that's how I feel. Every. Single. Day. * * * As I looked back at how I came to be there, I almost felt bad. There I was, about to throw away those beautiful memories that I had worked so hard to create. They were all going to disappear into nothingness when I was gone, no one would get to see or relive them. Once upon a time, we were all alone and in silent pain. We didn't realize that there was something greater than this world that connected us. And when we finally did meet, we denied that we were drawn to each other. All young, all broken, all scared. This past year had been the best of my life, probably the best I would ever have, if I chose to live. With my feet planted on the creaking wood, I looked up to remember us once more, and jumped into the abyss that would whisk me away forever. * * * Fourteen (almost fifteen) year old Emma Nolan has terrible anxiety, and the result of that was a severe case of anorexia nervosa. It's a very difficult thing to go through, and her family doesn't really understand how to help her. A suicide attempt was the last straw for her parents, and they decided to move the family to a town in Maine that had resources that may be able to "fix" Emma, only Emma didn't know that. As Emma experiences life at a new school, in a new town, with new people, she tries to keep her anxiety levels down, but they flare up even more than they did before. Her parents tell her there is a specialist that can help her. What she didn't know about that, was that it was group therapy. The last thing Emma wants is to be going to therapy with a group of misfits, but if it will distract her from the misery and judgement of her every day life, so be it. TO BE REVAMPED ON A SEPARATE ACCOUNT AS A NON-OUAT FIC

Emma Swan is a huge trouble maker. Though she wasn't always the trouble maker. Her past is what changed her. But even troubled girls have their reasons and nightmares. To make things worse, on the verge of trying to prank a student at her old school 'Storybrooke High' it backfires almost burning the school building down into ash. That was the last straw for her foster parents. So to try to help her they send Emma to "Private Linkin' High" a all girls school for troubled girls like her. Bad news, Emma doesn't like the school and the only way to get out is to cause even more trouble don't you think? During the process for her plan someone helps her find her true self. And the name goes by Killian Jones. Her English teacher at Private Linkin' High. Though Mr. Jones finds this very particular blonde different from every girl there. Why is that? He doesn't quite know. But all he knows is he will never let Emma out of his sight. Teacher/Student AU

Summer of 2012: Colin O'Donoghue joins the cast of Once Upon a Time in Vancouver. When he meets his costar Jennifer, a new friendship is born. But what if their story doesn't begin there? What if their story begins on a cold and snowy Christmas Eve the year before, in gate thirteen of New York International Airport?

MODERN AU emma is 23 and killian is 27 Emma has a one night stand with Killian Jones a week after moving to town. Emma calls her friends two weeks later in a panic and wanting someone to be their when she takes a test, or 4. She turns out to be pregnant but she's lying to everyone because she was scared they may know the father. Then MM and david have a house warming party, he's there and she isn't going to tell him.

Emma Swan is a girl with a special gift, but with great power comes great responsibility. She has been through a traumatic experience and has spent the past 4 years of her life, alone and isolated. She has no one in her life whom she loves, and no one who loves her. That is, until she meets him. Killian Jones is a boy who comes from a broken home. He's constantly mistreated both at home and at school. He only has one friend in his school; he's not the popular type. He has nothing good in his life and nothing much to live for. That is, until he meets her. Can they be happy? Can they find love with one another? Can two broken souls truly be fixed?

(Mature just in case honestly.. maybe language and maybe something more later on.) Emma Swan has a secret, one all of New York has been trying to find out. She's the mascot for the knights of New York, the most loved football team in the whole state. When she isn't being the mascot for them she works as Ruby Lucas's personal assist, who happens to be the owner of the whole team and the stadium itself. Ruby and Emma's best friend Mary Margaret are the only two people in the whole state that know of Emma's secret which makes her life quite fun. Killian Jones is the quarter back and most loved player right behind or next to David Nolan, he's a flirt and a lady's man in every way which leads him to flirt with Emma Swan. She of course doesn't take any of his bullshit, making a little game called 'flirt until she physically makes you stop'. To get back at Killian for being a jerk and annoying Emma decides to mess with him on the field when she's their mascot. He gets annoyed and she loves it so begins a new game from her side, 'annoy him until he physically makes her stop' the only thing is he doesn't know it's her. They play back and forth at each other, accidentally learning things of each other and maybe even falling in love in the process.

THIS CAN BE USED AS A SEQUEL TO "I BEG YOU" But if you haven't read it, it's still okay. ⤵️⤵️⤵️ Emma and Killian used to date in high school. With Liam's death, Killian had to go back to Ireland and the two had to break up. Now he finds her 8 months and half pregnant from Neal, and the surprise of seeing him again makes her go into labor. What will happen when he offers her to live in his apartment so he can help her?

Killian Jones, 16, is the new foreign exchange student from Ireland at Storybrooke High. (Unlike the Hook in OUAT we all know and love, in this story Killian is a shy and adorable dork.) Emma, 16, has been living with her foster mother, Ingrid, in Storybrooke for the past few years. She is one of the most popular girls in school, every guy in the school wants her, but she doesn't reciprocate. That is until she meets Killian.

Smother: 1. To suffocate (another). 2. To conceal, suppress, or hide The blonde girl slowly switches off the knob on the door,looking inside at her new dorm. Afraid of everything new in her life,and with a big trauma of how she lived in the foster system, the girl finds herself terrified of what she'll experience in college. She only has her old friend,Ruby,that she didn't see in ages. And now,she was almost on her own,afraid to start a new life and be a new Emma Swan. But something doesn't let her rest. What she considers as afwul scenarios of her mind are too accurate to be just dreams. Lost memories of her previous life. It doesn't take long until she figures it out,and with all her struggles,she tries to remember and make everyone remember who they really are. Will she succed? Find out in Smother.

After a tragic car accident that sent the two soul mates in the hospital Killian barely recovers the incident but it leaves Emma in a coma. He is there at her bed rest every day blaming himself for drinking and driving, but was that really how it happened? Months of grieving and scared to lose his true love, he thinks really hard back at that night causing him to question himself about the real truth. Why wasn't the taxi driver ever found during the scene? Did he really not see the small yellow car coming his way? Was it just a coincidence that it had to be Emma? Killian is now bound to find out what really happened that night in order to find out the truth.