"You're lying. You do love me." "Don't be stupid, Daniel. I can't love you." "Now you're lying to yourself, too." THIS IS BASTILLE AND NOT PHAN READ THE TAGS PEOPLE

maybe he'll open his eyes and see maybe he'll open his heart and live maybe, maybe, maybe. //phan

I STARTS OFF CRINGY BUT IT GETS BETTER. I PROMISE. When Phil Lester moves to a new town he's really excited to make some new friends at the local school that he is to attend. But will making friends with the suicidal boy with brown eyes and fringe be something more than he bargained for? A/N: This story contains A LOT of depression, self harm and suicide. So if you are triggered by those things please DO NOT read this. I don't want my writing to hurt anyone. --------------------- I'm sorry if it's not that good as this is my first phanfic! ^_^ NO SMUT May contain: Abuse Suicidal thoughts, cannon And (of course) swearing.

IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY DEPRESSION, SELF HARM, SUICIDE AND ABUSE PLEASE DONT READ. I want y'all to be safe, healthy and happy. I'm just trying out a different style of writing, I will be writing another story like this in the near future but until then... this is all I got for ya. Chapters will be simple and only have a few sentences in them. If you don't like this style PLEASE do not read the book. I don't want hate. Forgive me if my writing is bad. I don't usually try to write in this style.

-S "i'm so sorry! i didn't mean to! oh my gosh, can i buy you another drink?" the brown-eyed man managed to mumble out. 'speak slower please', i signed. a story in which two men meet in a coffee shop and start hanging out.

-E started: May 5th /17 finished: ???

dan was depressed. he tried his very hardest to refrain from self harming, but it was just too hard, until a special someone came along. tw: self harm, depression, eating disorder. -n