it's gone. Many people find their escape through writing. That was true for Camila. She wrote in her journal daily, without fail, about her best friend and long-time crush, Lauren. But when her journal ends up in the wrong hands, she's forced to either succumb to reality or make her voice heard. JOURNALS IS OFFICIALLY A BOOK. AVAILABLE FOR WORLDWIDE SHIPPING. Createspace: createspace.com/5954029 Amazon: Journals https://www.amazon.com/.../1522.../ref=cm_sw_r_api_SJGPxb9J7Y4T6

"The best way to find out if you can trust somebody is to trust them." -Ernest Hemmingway

Lauren Jauregui has had a crush on her fellow band member, Camila Cabello for a while now. Still friends, they have gradually grown very distant. One night, Lauren is up late playing a casual game of Truth or Dare; until one dare sends her life completely out of control. © copyright, 2014

3 P.M. - I loved her. She loved me. I fell harder and harder every day, and I knew it was dangerous. She was dangerous. Her kiss began to taste like vodka even when she hadn't been drinking and her nails dug into my skin like razors, but I loved her. 11 P.M. - The flick of a lighter. I saw the flame in her emerald eyes as they both burned. She took a hit and handed it to me. It touched my lips and tasted like her. I felt the chemicals in my lungs. Everything was spinning, but I still loved her. Midnight - The flash of lights. They blinded me. I couldn't find my shirt. My skin was still glistening with the trail from her tongue. Gunshots. One. Two. Three. Glass shattered. Handcuffs. White walls. Caught. I still loved her. I always would. WARNING: This story is Rated R for drugs, sexual content, and language. Reader discretion is advised. DISCLAIMER: All content is original. Please refrain from commenting the names of and comparing other fan fictions throughout the story, as any similarities between stories are purely coincidental or based off of real-life Camren moments.

"Things work out best for those who make the best of the way things work out." - John Wooden Also found on 5hfanfiction on Tumblr. Cover by @jjjauregui

Camila Cabello is an average girl. She's not popular, or somewhere in between. She belongs to a group that her school refers to as the Brains. She's extremely smart, involved in many educational clubs and the only thing fun in her life, advanced choir. She's that type of girl who gets pushed around, does people's homework because they tell her too, and gets tormented by the preps. The preps (the popular kids) are a group who torment the Brains. Camila's been running from them all her life. But one day, she encounters the preps in an unusual way and her life changes forever. And it was all because of her. Cover by @TinkerJauregui

“She's dangerous. She's no good for you. You're going to get hurt. But Camila knew”

Lauren and Camila are two of the most promising soccer talents in the country. The two skilled girls are playing for the U-17 US team to win the world championship in Costa Rica. Their connection on the field is obvious but what happens off field when unexpected feelings come in to play?

Her hand softly gripping mine and soft brown eyes staring undividedly at me. Both pleading for me not to leave.

Follow Perrie's story that began with a chance meeting and a disaster that led to so much more.