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Listen Before You Speak by CAKerst
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Book #1 in the Silence Series Elijah is no ordinary boy. In fact, he is as different from what a normal boy could possibly be. The golden rule in is life has always been "listen before you speak", but what happens when he meets a boy? Will he still be able to just listen? Even when the boy urges him to speak all the unspoken words he has tried so hard to silence for so many years? When Blake walks into Elijah's silent world, the sound starts forming around Elijah's mouth; and he speaks for the first time in four years. Will Blake still love Elijah after hearing everything that Elijah has listened to but never spoke about all those years, or will he get the hell out of dodge as his instincts scream? This story is PG13, since it may have strong language. This story may contain self-harm issues, abuse, and other traumatic scenes. Please be advised that the main character is homosexual, and therefore there will be romantic actions between same sex characters. If that makes you uncomfortable in any way, please refrain from reading.
Say Something 【boyxboy】√Completed by larkin33
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Jude doesn't talk. He can't, even when he wants to. They don't want to hear what he has to say, and they only use their words to hurt him. So why even try anymore? Starting at a new school seems like the perfect opportunity to blend into the background, but it isn't far enough away to start over. Some people just won't let him forget about his past. The teachers don't understand. He can't tell them why. He can't say anything at all. Ross understands. Ross writes to him. Slowly, he pulls Jude out of his shell, waiting for him to say something. ----- Say Something is a story of overcoming fear with the help of friendship and love. As someone who has struggled with anxiety, I tried to do something a little different with my writing style this time by including a lot of thoughts and feelings rather than a ton of description and detail. I'd like to add that it mentions things like sex and violence but I don't plan on going into any graphic detail in this story. There is also occasional cursing. I hope you give it a chance and leave feedback for me as I post new chapters over time. Thank you so much for checking it out! Started: January 15, 2015 Completed: July 28, 2017 **COMPLETED** **ILLUSTRATIONS are being released! The illustrations chapter is private, meaning only followers can view it. Why? This is a present for my followers to show my appreciation for their support! #566 in teen fiction 8/2/17 #2 in lgbt 7/18/20 wow!
One Word by Scarycandy
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Being gay is hard... being kicked out of your house because of it is even harder. Mason is a mute. He figures if ONE WORD caused so much mayhem then he won't talk at all. His mother kicked him out for being gay and now he has to start out on his own. When he meets Jeremy it makes life just that more complicated. Jeremy is openly gay which causes Mason some heart trouble. Mason still hasn't told another soul that he is gay and Jeremy is insistant about getting him to open up and talk again.
Loving in silence by jevv__prince
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Being deaf is not nice,its not normal .Being deaf and in love is just ridiculous, being in love and know that someone won't love a deaf person is just hurting yourself. Thats what Casey thought
Not a kid(book 2) by jevv__prince
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Ken ran away,he didn't want to put James in trouble so he ran.No one knew where he went,no one ever heard from him unless its James talking about how much he miss him.Its almost a year still ken was last seen. Nash cousin visit and when he,ash and james was at the airport with his relative,james spot a familiar blonde hair,chasing after the boy ,he was now staring into ken's eyes.
What you don't know *complete* by marissameowmeow
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Jay struggles coping with the loss of his parents in a car accident, until he meets a boy that flips his world around and teaches him how to be happy. (boyxboy)
Broken Brent [bxb] by MyStrangeMind
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******finished******* When Brent was seven years old his big brother died and ever since he has blamed himself. Now, nearly ten years later, he's risking losing yet another sibling. Brent's sister is a talented artist, all around nice person, who is currently battling cancer. Brent wanted to help, but he didn't know how and the path he chose lost him his boyfriend, his morals, and his sobriety. Now he has to decide whether or not he's ready to put the pieces of his life back together or let his past dictate his future. This is the story of Brenton Alexander Straight, the boy with a story to decide. *this hasn't been an issue, but [TRIGGER WARNING] check tags for more information* ********I'm not a professional, in fact I spelled "professional" wrong the first time I typed that, so yes, there are most likely typos. I am not editing this (I'm simply too busy).******** _Best Ratings (for my own self indulgence)_ 23 out of 830 in #dysfunctional 70 out of 10.6K in #comingofage 61 out of 45.6K in #anxiety
Love: Fighting Depression(boyxboy) by ItsJustinAveryy
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This story and it's characters are basically full of my own insecurities and fears, so yeah enjoy. If you start getting anxiety because of it I am so sorry, and know that I am here for you. I understand all the pain of bull crap so many have to deal with, on top of rigorous classes and a mental disorder. Eden is your typical American teenager... Kind of. His family hates him. He hates him. His old friends hate him. His old boyfriend hates him. Basically everyone he's grown up with in his hometown hates his god damn guts. All because he's gay, stupid right? As always, in almost every single story ever, something happens that will change his life forever... Ohohoh so spooky and mysterious and stuff okay bye end of description of story. I am currently in the midst of rewriting this story, so go to my profile and check out My Name is Eden(which is the name of the revised version of the book :D)
BULLY & His Crush (Boy x Boy) [COMPLETED] by NamedL
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"Ethan." Aiden pauses. "I want you." He softly bites my ear. "I want to kiss you more than you will ever know." Trying to avoid the daily beatings of the school bully can be challenging. But what happens if the schools bully has a crush on you?
The boy who knew too much (BoyxBoy) by VHOldfield
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I never met anyone quite like William; which is why I'm willing to do anything to be noticed by him, even screwing myself over socially. As long as it gets me closer to William, I don't care what the price is. Even if it's my heart. cover made by @tragicallyinlove ! © Copyright 2021. Please, don't steal, copy or redistribute without my permission.