phan // ȁ̶͙̹̻̫̹̣͈̇̈͊̚r̼͈̱̺̘̖̽́̕͡͞e̴̖̩̗͔͍̋͒̔͆̋́̄͜͡ͅ y͙̼̻̻̫͂͌͛͆͂̚ǒ̴͖̻̠̖͙͍͇́̄̂͘̚u̵̧̳̝̥͙̪̦̼̫̍̇̐̽̋́̈́́̔̆ s̵̥̦͖̰̫̻͔͓̒̀́̀̄̄͗̕͟c̸͔͈̝̙̩̤͓͖̥͌̎̇̏͋̃̾̀͟a̶̧̬̗͇͕̰͇̝͑͛̃͡͝ṙ̮̬̱̮̫̘̥͍̙̬̎̀̉̈́̀̚͞ê̵̡̧̤̘̬̓̄͂̃̍͒̑̚d̷̖͉̖͖̱̮̪͗̾̊̋̈̿͐̐̈̕ͅ,̷̧̛̮̖͕̬̪̯̀̐̉̕ ş̴̰̭͎̙͕͇̈́͋̒̂͞͡ư̴̤̹̬͎̼͑́̈͂͟n̟̩̪͔̠̩̅̌̐͑͝ͅš̥̺̺̳̪̽̈́͂͋͌̍͂h̴̨̡̢̛̤̗͙͆͂͊̅̋͋̕͜i̸̧͓͎̟̲͙̝̩͂̔́̽̐̔̈́̚͘ͅñ̨̲̯̭͍̫͈̈́̎̇̇̆̑̊̀ë͙̺̮̟̻̜́̈́͂͐̊͋ ?̰̖͚̠̲͖̤̻͍͋̋̈́͋͑͒̈̒̕͡ tw ; mentions of death , suicide , murder

His friends and family think he’s acting strange, they’re worried that he’s depressed again, but Dan doesn’t see it. The only thing he sees is the new guy at school, the quirky one with the black hair and stunning blue eyes, and that’s bad. So bad… because he likes him, and Dan can’t like him. Dan can’t be gay. He’ll lose his family, he’ll lose his friends… he’ll become just like his father, and that’s the last thing that he wants in the entire world. It’s a scary thought that he doesn’t think will ever go away and if there’s the possibility of that happening, of him becoming the disgusting monster that his father was, or is, then maybe the world is better off without him, regardless of what PJ’s dad, his mum’s new husband, has to say.

phan // in which a boy who loves peter pan finds his neverland in ginger hair and rose tinted cheeks

i don't want your body but i hate to think about you with somebody else ; sequel to a change of heart ; copyright © 2018

Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy. His bubbly personality and hopeless romantic ways draw Dan in.....and might just change his mind in the thoughts of love.

When Dan finds out he's getting adopted mere months before aging out of the system, he doesn't feel any sense of joy. The Lester family is a few years too late, considering he hasn't longed for the commitment and the love of a home for a long time now. He's been focused on other things, things he was told to grow out of but is only becoming more interested in as time goes on. See, without much of a notable future to look forward to, people tend to fixate on the past. Dan has nothing if not a colorful past to look back on. He doesn't want new parents, he wants answers about who (what) took his old ones away from him.

Dan used to be a submissive and now he's just a broken shell of a man. Warnings: past non-con and abuse || Cover made by phil-no-ouendan

Pastel!Dan and Punk!Phil! Phil, a punk, was wildly know for being the type to have sex with a girl and dump her. He didn't care much about his poor image until Dan, an openly gay pastel boy, steals his attention. When they decide to see if they will work, Phil becomes happier than he ever has. However, there seems to be something - or someone - keeping them apart... (Warnings: swearing, smut, violence, that should be it, lots of fluff)

'i'm straight,' dan muttered, tracing soft kisses along phil's jawline. in which phil is an artist and an aspiring baseball player, and dan is a sexually ambiguous jock. copyright; © 2017 @sullensivan

The "Amazing Book Is Not On Fire" book and Tour are coming up really soon and Dan and Phil are more then excited, but tragedy strucks down when Phil starts getting messages saying that people are only going to go to see Dan. This hurts Phil and Dan and Phil end up getting in to a fight. Will they make up before the tour or will they continue with only one of them going? This was based on another dream I had so it's not going to be too long. Maybe a couple chapters but please read :D Warning: There might be a few swears so if you don't like that don't read otherwise enjoy!