❝ the moment that you decide you are a homosexual is the moment you decide that you are sided with the devil. ❞ ©lxstdxst 2015 • oneshot

"I'm not afraid of anything Justin. That is aside from myself of course." "Of yourself?" "Yes," Zayn nodded. "I'm afraid of what I could drive myself into doing. No matter what emotion I feel, I can always find a way to turn it into poison. It's like a curse that will forever be stuck with me. If I'm angry, I'm violent. If I'm sad, I black out. And if I get too attached... I become obsessive."

"Forgive me God, for I have sinned." And it was wrong, but I enjoyed every moment of it.