She won't talk. To anyone. Ever. And it has to do with her past that she won't, and can't, tell anyone about.

What happens when a bad girl from New York moves to Tulsa, Oklahoma where she goes to military school? This girl a bad one and she tries to make a difference with her past, but what happens when she keeps secrets? This in an incredible girl who can lie, cheat steal and her past is extraordinary and remarkable too. She was even bigger then Dallas Winston, meaner tougher and just plain old cruel. But what happens when she meets the right kind of people? Will she change for good or go back to her old habits? Any coincidences in this book are totally a coincidence, such as Hazel Levesque's name and another character with the same name from a Rick Riordan series. I was completely unaware of that series. And practically still am. Also, this book does have a sequel "I can live without love, can't I?" for those who are seeking a 2nd part.

Kacey was the very little known kid sister of Steve Randle, she is different from most of the other Greaser girls. She doesn't wear skirts she wears jeans, she doesn't wear heels she wears boots. Last but not least she is a Mechanic. The prom is coming up and the socs are starting up trouble with the employees of DX, which are Steve, Kacey and Sodapop Curtis. They want a drag race, losers can't go to prom. Kacey makes a bet with a greaser in town, what is it? all rights go to S.E. Hinton the author of The Outsiders

Saddie wasn't your normal girl. But when she left, she changed and for the better too. Her life so far was all ups and downs, high mountains and low hills of success and failure. She's seen everything there is to see in the world. The good and the bad, she's seen death and has been suffering from loosing her best friend. But with her, her life goes on as normal. She knows not to keep secrets no more because of what happened in 1968. Its now 1971 and she's a beautiful 19 year old. She passed high school and is currently taking a year off school. Saddie is in the modeling gig, she changed her hair and died it blonde, she wore make up and she no longer dressed a s greaser. She was now one of the top girls in her town, getting all the boys and popularity. But was this what she really wanted? What happens when she's on a train going to another town for a gig? Will she meet old friends? Start a new and better life? Will she remember the tragic events that were played in 1968? This is Saddie's continuing journey. Its full of fear, shock, family, friends and something she thought she'd never have; love. She found the love of her life, but will everything end the way she wants it to end?