Author: Alison (at-the-c-side.livejournal.com) ALL CREDITS GO TO THIS WONDERFUL AUTHOR! Visit their live journal for more wonderful stories. Word count: ~85k Rating: NC-17 Summary: Ryan thinks he's got everything planned. That is, until Brendon turns up at his high school, and shows him how unstable he really is. It's a story about lust, angst, and how no matter how hard you try, you can't really escape when you're in love. Highschool!AU.