After Chris' famous "conscious uncoupling" from Gwyneth he is an emotional mess. But not for the reason everyone thinks. Chris will never tell anyone the true reason for his split from his wife though, he could never do that. The only thing that gives Chris a spark of hope is writing music. But his bandmates are getting more and more worried about him as it's been months since Chris' split and he doesn't seem to get any better. Eventually Chris' bad emotional state turns out to be a threat for the entire band. Chris knows the only way to end his pain is to reveal the truth, but that is a really hard thing to do. After all the truth could mean the breakdown of everything that is important to him.

It's a Buckin story. Set in early 2011. Mainly Jon's POV. Chris and Jonny's life could not have been better. They had a solid relationship, they fortunately had the blessing from their families, bandmates and fans, the band was better than ever working on their new album and they both had finally been able to have the family they had always dreamed of. Everything was perfect until a decision threatened to destroy what they had worked so hard to build.

Buckin - AU Once again Chris and Jonny spend Christmas together.

When Chris met Jonny at university, he thought the almighty forces of the Universe had at last been in his favour bringing such an amazing friend into his life. However, what Chris did not know was that they had more in store for them than he could have imagined. It does not matter how much you try to ignore something, if it's meant to happen, you won't be able to fight against it, or will you?

Another Buckin story. Chris finds himself at a critical moment in his life, everything seems to be falling apart. Sometimes you need to fall in order to find yourself and follow your destiny. Will this happen to him too?

After Chris harshly rejects Jonny, everything goes downhill. Only him and the receptionist of Jonny's old flat building know he's gone. Not even Guy and Will have the slightest hint of what's happening, except Chris' emotional overload. Chris must go on a long journey to find Jonny, and endure many issues on his way. He is stable for a bit, but will one horrifying surprise end it all?