I made this because I type better than I write and I wanted to get all my thoughts and feelings out, who knows, maybe it'll help you!

"You're not well, Aubree, and I told him that. It would end up hurting both of you, and I don't want to see either of you hurting," Chanyeol told me. "What are you saying?" I asked. "I'm saying that you and Xiumin should not date or kiss. And he agreed with me." cover by @Roaya16sul

(First Rendition) 41,653 words: Rin is neither human nor demon, he fits in nowhere. His so called "friends" make that known often, and his own brother has turned his back on him. With no one to talk to, Rin turns to self destructive behaviors in order to get through everyday life. However, will a routine mission make it all crumble apart?

Sometime's it's hard fitting into society's standards for 'perfect.' Warning: if you can't read about bullying, eating disorders, I guess fat shaming in a way, then please don't read this fan fiction. It has bullying scenes that might be a sensitive topic to you if you do decide to read it.

Bringing it back to when EXO were still trainees. Xiumin is the last to enter EXO and everyone welcomes him with open arms except for one certain member. Luhan finds himself attracted to Xiumin at first sight but Sehun, the boy who likes Luhan doesn't want to see his man flirting with someone else. Xiumin already has self esteem issues with how he looks and entering EXO put the cherry on the cake, he doesn't think much about himself and doesn't know what to do. WARNING: please, please, please do not read this fan fiction if you're sensitive about eating disorders, self harm and all of that stuff. This fan fiction is mature for a reason, if you can not read about eating disorders or about sad things in general I recommend you to read a different fan fiction. This fan fiction also has smut in it, a lot of smut so if you know you don't like smut, please don't read this fan fiction! If anything, 18+ should be reading this fan fiction. If you're younger than 18 and are reading this fan fiction, know what you're getting yourself into with eating disorders, self harm, smut and all of that stuff. Other than that I hope you enjoy this fan fiction!

𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑎𝑡 𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑. ... 𝑇𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔! 𝐴𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝐴𝑂𝟥 & 𝐴𝐹𝐹

"You don't undestand, Kyungsoo. No one wants to see a whale dance..."

Min Yoongi, 23 years old. A man that has a eating disorder and suffering through depression. Park Jimin, 21 years old. A man that would always make your day, helping Yoongi by saying two words... You're Perfect ⚠WARNING: Depression, Self -Harm, Sexual Abuse etc...⚠