Update: As of Feb. 3rd, 2020, I'm updating the description for future readers. I do not care if you read this, but I'm removing the description and placing this in instead because I do not want to associate with this story anymore. I had written it when I was 12, and there are many, many things wrong with it. I cannot stop you from reading the story if that is what you choose to do. I just ask that you are aware that this story is not at all representative of my current skill level and it is something I no longer want to be known for. This is edge for the sake of edge and is not planned out at all. Please find something better to read, or at least understand this is horrendous and horribly written. Thank you.

Update: As of Feb. 3rd, 2020, I'm updating the description for future readers. I do not care if you read this, but I'm removing the description and placing this in instead because I do not want to associate with this story anymore. I had written it when I was 12, and there are many, many things wrong with it. I cannot stop you from reading the story if that is what you choose to do. I just ask that you are aware that this story is not at all representative of my current skill level and it is something I no longer want to be known for. This is edge for the sake of edge and is not planned out at all. Please find something better to read, or at least understand this is horrendous and horribly written. Thank you.

**INSPIRED BY "Looking for Alaska"- J. GREEN** [[Explicit Language Warning]] "If she loved you so much, why'd she leave?" Him. The boy who wanted nothing but a chance. The boy who didn't know love. He wasn't happy. Until she came along. Her. The girl with the smile so bright, it sometimes hurt eyes. The girl with the sparkle so bright, it paralyzed. She showed him happiness. She showed him love. And then, she was gone. [[all character rights to go @Empress_Aphmau]] [[Cover made by Kirsten @KawaiiBug_]]

All I wanted was a normal life like everyone else but the problem is, I don't get one. My parents always gets in fights and my father is the type of man who doesn't treat my mother how she should have been. I want to run. I want to run away from all the pain and fears and live on my own. I love my parents so very much, but I can't stand this anymore. Tomorrow is the first day of high school and this year I'm not going to trust anyone because what happened in middle school, was a memory I will never repeat to anyone. All characters belongs to @Empress_Aphmau and make sure to check out her YouTube channel!

This story is about Popularmmos and Supergirlygamer (Pat and Jen) and it will follow Jen as she is going through a bad time after Pat breaks up with her. "I hate you for ruining my life" ========= This was written a looonnngg time ago and frankly I've improved too much for this to be my style anymore lol. I no longer write on this platform but you can absolutely find me on ao3 under the same name.

"Desperate people are the most dangerous." Miracle Hope Carson has nothing more to ask for her life. She may be a nut-head, anti-social potato and with average looks that no one will probably bats an eye. But what's best in her life? Well, If it's not for her very supportive parents who never expects more from her and with her 2 best friends to die for, she possibly had the perfectly imperfect normal life. She hates attention, so she never expects to draw any coming from anything, especially not from anyone. Unexpectedly, someone has put an interest to her being; and worse... has fallen in love with her. And what about falling in love can possibly go wrong? E V E R Y T H I N G Desperate with her affection, her stalker has started to make some twisted actions which led to the destruction of her once-so-peaceful life. Feeling more miserable and helpless day after day, little did she know that there's more to come and the biggest havoc is yet to shattered her slightest glimmer of faith. When there's no more people to lean to, what will she do? Is she going to stay as a damsel in distress of commending defeat; or will she able to stand up on her own and be a fighter whom her stalker never expects her to be? *** Warning: Contains violence, abuse, mature languages, typos and everything that is not suitable for young and immature audiences. Kindly, read at your own risk.