Just all of my feelings in one little story. [Dedicated to River Jude]

The year is 1989, and living in Hollywood is every young persons dream. But surrounding yourself with the company of rising stars can be the difference between a dream and a nightmare. - (This story is the result of continuous research, meaning most events in this story are real accounts of River's life and the experiences people have recalled with him. Note that some events are altered to fit the addition of new characters. PLEASE know that this contains some strong content, due to the realistic portrayal of River's personal life.) Feel free to message me about any questions you have regarding content or factual information! Enjoy :) RIP RJP 8/23/1970-10/31/1993

his lips were so good she forgot her name.

Lyra is in a dangerous relationship and just wants her ex, River back. But is it possible with her abusive boyfriend who controls her life?

"How do I know you're not the one who's taking pictures of me?" I smiled, shrugged, and laid back. "You don't. That's the part that makes it thrilling. You have to keep it a secret at all costs, to win." "The worst part is...if I were to guess you, and got it wrong, I'd lose." "'Risk and reward'...or...'All good comes to those who wait'? In the end, River, it's your choice. It always is." ©mrs_mikitahoran-2015-2016 COMPLETED "I thought that this story was different because a lot of other fanfictions I read tend to have River as an actor meeting someone while he was acting. I liked that this story had River meeting someone while at school and then having an assignment where he had to figure out who was taking pictures of him. The part with Sevine taking pictures of River was really sweet. I read this story as often as you updated, and I was interested to see what happened." -Anne

"Isn't it strange that I know you'd risk your life to save mine, but I don't even know what your favorite color is?"

"and when he put his arms around me, I felt safe. it felt like home."

The feeling was infinite, timeless, magnificent. The pleasure unwilling to stop when time was definite. Her lips only left me unimaginably yearning, yearning for the touch again.

Rose Phillips, an LA girl trying to find herself in small town Gainesville, not knowing what it has in store for her.

"But all good things have to come to an end, right?" 6 years ago they thought they'd never see each other again. 6 years later they realised they were wrong. She was a girl who knew where she was going. He was a boy who didn't.