"I don't care about your color, Jacob! "I shouted furiously as my heart raced, and tears streamed down My cheeks. My heart was shattering,and my head was all messed up. I cant think straight; I'm way too stressed. He leans against The brick wall And sighed with his hands in his pockets..His gaze was so unreadable. I didn't know what to think. Are we staying together or breaking apart? "Jacob, answer me dammit! "I hollered as the rain started pounding down on me, soaking every inch of me. He's soaked too and his hair is sagging on his shoulders. I haven't noticed how long his hair actually is. He stays silent like He's mad at Me or something. "Jacob I love you"I whispered. finally calling Its quits. "I'm Sorry .this all happened and í know its because of me"I cried. Everything was because of Me and I should have kept him out Of it. I nod ,turning my back to him and walking away. "Lana Rey. "he called out. Quick as light, I whipped around ."Yes Jacob? " "Not a million cops In the world could keep me away from you,Lana Rey. Because your... special " Book Details: Racism,Interracial dating, discrimination. Time Period: 1981-89

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"You make it so hard for me." I sigh and she looks at me with those slanted ebony eyes of hers. "Nothing comes easy, Jacob." Only time has pinned us here. Pinned inside a physical, physical atmosphere. You've been under water from all your fears, you've drowned in the air and learned how to breathe again. Then the minute minotaurs have chased you oh so far. And the labyrinth of lies-you have thought you were so far behind You but you are gonna make it through. Under my feet I see the clouds fight the feeling of looking down. I heard your call and I'm walking out eye to I, help me fight the feeling of drowning in my own demise. -Kiara Lanier- Eye to I.