After the traumatic near death experience, and betrayal because of Zayn, Ella seeks a life outside of London away from everyone she's ever known, for a start over in life and a safe haven of some sort. Although, her past mistakes that have gone around, may come back around again.

Nothing but intoxication. Nothing but a cold soul in the middle of the night, when the moon is at it's highest and his glass is at his lowest. When his hand raises, it's enough for me to beg on my knees. It's enough for me to fend for myself, to stop myself from saying anything that intensifies his anger, to stop him from going any further and worsening his canvas. My body - his canvas.

Curiosity was my weakness, and he knew that. I just didn't think things would get this messy. I ended up going through doors that shouldn't even be opened. But sometimes, you have to go through something so ugly, in order to be apart of something so beautiful Zayn Malik Au....the story is not mine the owner kellyystroh all credits go to her . she is the hardworker not me I just want to share it on Wattpad since she posted it on Quotev

19 year old, Ellana Rivers begins her new life in a new university right in London England after the infamous, tragic murder of her mother from her borderline insane father. In hopes of starting a new life, and maybe new relationships, she attempts to let go of the past and move on with her life. But it's all fun and games until someone gets hurt.

[COMPLETED] ❝To know what life is worth, you have to risk it once in a while.❞ Alexandra Holt and Zayn Malik are from different worlds. Alexandra has grown up with the type of life some can only dream of--a mansion of a house, a plethora of people to serve her every need, and a father of such financial status and pure power that she's been handed everything in life. Zayn, on the other hand has had a starkly divergent type of lifestyle. He knows the modesty of a bungalow, he's familiar with overdue bills, and has had to work tooth and nail to own the items he's needed--extravagant or not. He's worked his way up from being a nobody to being one of the most wanted and well-paid transporters (or drivers) at a very young age some have ever seen. So, it's safe to say that when Victor--Alexandra's father--decides to send her away again for her own safety from the dangers of his business activities, Zayn and her don't exactly see eye to eye. Alexandra's spoiled and Zayn's rough around the edges, which makes it rather interesting for the two of them out on the road. With boyfriends to cry over, constant fights to pick over the littlest of differences, rather scarce money (or at least in Alexandra's eyes), hidden secrets, and the everlasting threat of danger lurking around every corner, the both of them only have one another to lean on. Which means that they both have that much more to lose. In Risky Business, surprises are the inevitable and every little decision made can be life-changing. ✵ In which he only protects her because of the money, until love sneaks in past his guarded heart WARNING: This story may have scenes of violence, mature content, sexual content, drug use or references and foul language, so please read at your own discretion Started: January 20, 2016 Completed: August 30, 2018

You don't know what's out in the world, until you witness it yourself. It may be hard to believe, but it becomes something you can't deny. He's not human. He's selfish, cocky and arrogant. She's human. She's guarded, hardheaded and stubborn. Her world was never supposed to collide with his. She was never supposed to fall in love. And he was never supposed to have a heart... © Intoxicatedd || 2013-2015 || P.s This book was written almost a whole decade ago so read at your own risk!

"No matter where I go or who I meet, I will always be uncontrollably, helplessly, foolishly in love with you."

"You meet a lot of temporary people in this lifetime, I don't want you to be one of them."

"There's no such thing as soul mates. I mean just because someone is perfect for you doesn't mean you're meant to be with them. The thing about love is that it's unexpected - the best kind anyway."

"Why do you keep popping up everywhere I go?" I snap at him, "are you following me or something?" "You know what sucks" he turns to me, ignoring my question. "Today's society?" I say in all seriousness but he laughs. "Yes, but also, it sucks that you can only ever see yourself twice. Seeing your reflection in the mirror and in pictures... You don't get to see how your eyes light up when you talk about something you love, especially when you talk about your books. You don't get to see how beautiful you look like when you really smile. I find it odd that, you've never actually seen yourself, or anyone has seen themselves for that matter, but that's why you have me right?" he places a cigarette between his teeth and smiles. "And why exactly do I 'have' you?" "To promise you that I will be here every day to show you."