This is a Bon x Rin. What happens when no one knows Rin's secret of being a demon but he is losing his grip on his humanity and suddenly wants to hear screams and see/taste blood. Also is Bon starting to love Rin? What will happen? Read and find out If your name is melody and/or melsie matlick the mertato don't read

When everyone hates you and you also hate yourself is there any hope when the person you love hurts you the most why feel? When your reasons to live are over why keep living? This is my story I am Rin Okumura I am hated because I am a demon not only that but I am satan's spawn... 'Oh Rin if only you knew how much I love you I'm sorry'... ⚠TRIGGER WARNING⚠: contains self-harm and suicidal thoughts!!

In one of Rin & Amaimon's fights the Earth King gets a glimpse of Rin's memories. Only to find the younger demon's feelings for Bon & takes his voice away. Now Rin has 14 days to have Bon fall in love with him & have sex with him or lose his voice forever. A/N: [All Blue Exorcist character do not belong to me...(even if I wished they did..)]

Everyone always saw him as this happy-go-lucky, shameless, ignorant little boy. Sure, he wasn't smart, but he wasn't ignorant. He knew and understood what he was, what was going on. He knew he was the son of Satan. He knew he killed the only man he knew as 'father'. He knew he had to pretend that he was happy, for his brother's sake. He knew he had to pretend he was strong, to protect everyone he cared about. He knew he'd have to play this strong, kind, loyal, joking character. This character that was only a part of him. But he wasn't happy. He wasn't strong. He was Rin. Rin Okumura.

For the first time in his life, Rin finally had friends. He had people who he could rely on, people he could trust. And one camping trip destroyed that. He never asked to be the son of Satan. He never asked to be cursed with these blue flames. And he certainly never asked to be hated by everyone he cared about. With his friends calling him a demon and his brother threatening to shoot him every 5 minutes will he be pushed to the brink? And can a certain rooster-haired bastard be able to bring him back? Trigger Warning: Suicidal thoughts and actions, self hate, depression, etc.