Alex Michelle Northern. Such an innocent name, right? Alex was always the nice girl, never did anything wrong, and mostly perfect. Except she had a secret. She's bullied, name called, and pushed around every day by Mrs. Popular, Stacie Woods. Alex had gorgeous features, but all the features are his behind her big glasses, she refuses to wear contacts and she has braces. No guy has ever shown interest in her, and no guy wanted to. Her guy best friend is the only one who's actually there for her, Brandon Allen, the football quarterback. His blonde hair and hazel eyes are a womanizer. His twin sister is one of Alex's Best friends, Amy. Her little brother, Ethan, has had cancer since he was 3 and he's 8 now. He's fighting every day for his life and he's getting sicker by the minute. Her life has many secrets, but no one knows, not even her best friends. ⚠️ Trigger warning: contains self harm ⚠️

"Don't you think you've done enough damage?" "...I was young and stupid." *** (2ND EDITION ON MY PROFILE...ADD TO GRT NOTIFIED WHEN I START IT) Suicide is known as a 'self- destroyer'. When someone thinks about killing themselves, they are titled as Suicidal. Alongside Suicide, Depression is a mental illness that almost always leads people to suicidal thoughts. Sometimes it will be a lonely Old Man/Woman. Sometimes it will be a little boy/Girl who has just became a teenager, but doesn't feel she is needed. Sometimes it will be a middle aged Man/Woman who seems to have her entire life together, when really they are torn into pieces. • And sometimes, like this time, it is a high school student who doesn't think she has any other path to choose, but suicide. *If anyone ever feels as if they have no other choice please get in contact with a suicide hotline [ 1-800-273-8255] *This story will contain self harm, and a little bit of language*