4th book of the series ❤️ A girlfriend is the last thing a confused Desi Lester is expecting as she experiences life from the deep end, with bullies and her own mom throwing more things at her making her drown. Everything is going wrong, but the band is growing. Once put on the internet, there was no turning back to how life use to be. They're wanted for interviews, shows, the whole lot but will Desi be able to cope as well with her school work? And will Ryan find the perfect date for prom before time runs out?

Willow is a 18 year old girl who lives up North with her mom. When her mom dies, her older brother Phil invites her to come live with him and Dan. Willow has a secret though. She has a big crush on Dan and her bullies who bullied her at school have followed her down to London. How will Willow be able to cope??

Second book of 2 THERE ARE TRIGGER WARNINGS IN THIS BOOK SO IF YOU GET EASILY TRIGGERED, I'M REALLY SORRY I WILL PUT WARNINGS IN. if you see a chapter that should be triggered, please let me know and I'll fix it ••• Phil is a mess. His best friend and sister have had the same fate and time is running out. Oxygen isn't a unlimited option so Dan and Willow have 4 months. But will Dan and Willow wake up? Willow is back with her mom and Dad again in this ultimate universe. And deciding to go back or not is going to be difficult. They have four months to decide.

The title says it all! WARNING: Mild language and triggers will be included in this story. If you are sensitive to either of the two please do not read. If you do read this story knowing that you are sensitive to one the two, do not say there was no warning.

Just A Book About TØP Memes And Stuff About My Life. (And Embarrassing Stories About Me)

Read the first 2 books for any of this to make sense. ••• Desi is Phil Lesters daughter. She is has a warm personality and can make anyone happy. A bit like her dad really. She's starting a new school in September to her disliking with no friends and just revealing her sexuality to her family. Things aren't going to be easy for Desi. Not one bit.

oh my god this book is so weird and cringey I'm! not! like! this! anymore! if you know me irl please don't judge me, I was in a phase and alone ~ ahahahahahahaha i'm going to hell ~trigger warning~ don't click on this if you're innocent