"he looked up, and fell in love all over again with the idea of a happy ending." [in which dan howell misses phil lester, and he just wants him back] + lowercase intentional inspired by "all of the stars" by ed sheeran trigger warnings: character death, self harm, suicide

I saw a boy today. His names called Phil. I wanted to become friends with him. So I did. Enjoy <3

I'm sorry... please forgive me.... . . / Phil's POV / WARNINGS: Angst, minor mention of self-harm, depression, etc. (( Copyright © 2016. silhouette-boy ))

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

Phillip Michael Lester. Dork, Idiot, but we all love him dearly. Little do his Phillions, and his girlfriend, know, he cuts. He is depressed. Phil's depression will cause problems for him and his girlfriend, You. Daniel James Howell.Sarcastic, Smart Ass, but he is not what he seems. Dan has been your best friend for years, but is he all he's cracked up to be? The lengths he will go to to get you will amaze you. Follow Dan and Phil in 'Cutting' and learn what it is like inside Dan's evil, twisted mind and Phil's lonely, dark one. You will encounter problems on the way and meet new people, good and bad. But in the end, will it all be worth it? Find out in Cutting- A Phil Lester Imagine -Completed-

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts with into seeing him as your average person. The isolation as he desperately tries to keep others from finding out, the bitterness that wells up inside of him each and every time he's reminded that he'll never be like everyone else, the fear that nothing will ever change. He's fated to be this way forever; a misfit from society. Isolation can only go so far though, so when he's struggling to make ends meet and he's faced with the option of looking into a serious job or taking on a roommate, he opts for what seems like the easier option at the time. It doesn't seem so easy ten failed roommates into the process, or when he sits down at a table to meet with prospect number eleven and ends up with a coffee spilled all over his lap. Potential roommate number eleven, Phil, turns out to be an insufferable optimistic ball of sunshine that Dan wants nothing to do with. His options are running out though, as are the savings he's been using to pay his rent, so he finds himself begrudgingly agreeing to let the other man move in. Neither of them have any way of knowing just what they've gotten themselves into as they shake on the matter, but time will tell.

I never wanted to lose you, and I guess with these memories held close, I never really did. Completed

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

Pastel!Dan, the new kid, bumps into Punk!Phil and they just so happen to be in all the same classes. Phil has had an odd attraction on the pastel boy since he laid eyes on him. Maybe its the secret that Dan hides that makes him seem so interesting in Phil's eyes and maybe even vice versa. (18 year old d+p)